<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[Lisainparadise: The Pulse Between Us]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Dystopian Romance by Lisa Djahed. When every heartbeat is tracked, falling in love is the most dangerous act of all.
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Joy sometimes came first thing in the morning, bright and electric, simply from the smell of bread baking or the sight of children racing barefoot through the grass. Then sadness would follow just as quickly, thick and aching, when she remembered that Elias had only hours left to decide.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>And sometimes something else came. Anger. It startled her the first time it rose.</p><p>One of the elders she cared for&#8212;Mr. Halvorsen, a thin man with a careful walk and kind eyes&#8212;was telling her a story about the colony he had left behind years ago. About the way the system had slowly reduced their world to routines and ration lines and silent obedience.</p><p>Shelly felt something tighten in her chest. Anger at the system. Anger at the years she had spent believing it was the only possible life. The feeling burned sharp and hot for several minutes before fading away, leaving her slightly breathless. Inside the system that surge would have triggered immediate regulation.</p><p>Here it simply passed. No alarms. No warnings. Just emotion, rising and falling like weather.</p><p>Most of her time she spent with the elders. Helping them in the gardens, escorting them to meals, listening to their stories as they worked slowly through the routines of the day. They spoke often of the past&#8212;of lives that had once been ordinary before the system reorganized everything.</p><p>Shelly listened, but her attention was always drifting. Waiting. Two days. Two days of watching the path near the tunnels whenever she passed close enough to see them.</p><p>Two days of wondering what Elias was thinking. Two days of trying not to imagine the moment his infusion would begin. By the time dusk arrived on the second day her nerves felt stretched thin. Ranger found her just as the sky began to fade from gold to violet.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re ready,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>Shelly nodded.</p><p>They didn&#8217;t speak again as they left the village. The walk to the third tunnel took half an hour. The path wound through narrow stone corridors carved long ago beneath the hydro-grid systems. Ranger carried a lantern but kept it low, the light swinging softly across the damp walls as they moved.</p><p>Shelly could hear her own breathing. Could hear her heart. Every step closer made the silence feel heavier. Ranger said nothing. He seemed to understand that this moment belonged to her. When they reached the tunnel entrance they stopped. The opening lay ahead like a dark mouth in the rock, the faint glow of system lights visible far down the corridor where the tunnel eventually reconnected with the outer sectors.</p><p>Shelly stepped forward. And waited. Minutes passed. The air inside the tunnel was cool and still. Her eyes searched the distant shadows again and again. Every movement made her heart jump. Every flicker of light made her think&#8212; <em>That&#8217;s him. </em>But the corridor remained empty.</p><p>And then finally,  Elias. Even from this distance she knew the shape of him. His stride was fast, almost running. Then, far down the tunnel, lights appeared. Shelly leaned forward.</p><p>The hope that had been swelling in her chest slowly began to sink. Ranger shifted beside her but still said nothing. For one hopeful second she thought Elias could outrun them. But the lights grew brighter. Too bright. It was a shuttle. It slid silently down the corridor, guided along the narrow track that connected the outer sectors to the medical complexes deeper in the system. Shelly felt her stomach drop.</p><p>The shuttle slowed briefly at a platform halfway down the tunnel.</p><p>The doors opened.</p><p>Two system attendants stepped out, grabbing Elias. They shot something into his arm.  His head tilted forward slightly. Sedated. The attendants helped him into the shuttle. The doors closed. The vehicle lifted smoothly and disappeared deeper into the tunnel.</p><p>Shelly didn&#8217;t move.</p><p>For a moment the world seemed to narrow to the empty corridor where the shuttle had been.</p><p>&#8220;He&#8217;s been taken for infusion,&#8221; Ranger said quietly.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s voice came out rough.</p><p>&#8220;They sedate candidates early,&#8221; she said, her mind racing now. &#8220;Preparation, observation, transport to the infusion chamber. It takes hours.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;How many?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Enough.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger studied the tunnel thoughtfully. &#8220;You&#8217;re suggesting we intercept them.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly turned toward him, her eyes bright with sudden determination. &#8220;We can still get him.&#8221;</p><p>The idea hung between them. Dangerous. Reckless. Possible. Ranger&#8217;s expression hardened slightly as he considered it. &#8220;If we&#8217;re caught,&#8221; he said calmly, &#8220;this becomes a direct attack on the system.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly met his gaze. &#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>Another moment of silence. Then Ranger nodded once. &#8220;Then we move.&#8221;</p><p>They followed the shuttle route deeper into the tunnels.</p><p>Every step forward felt sharper now, every sound louder in Shelly&#8217;s ears. The system lights grew brighter as they approached the inner corridors where medical transports moved more frequently.</p><p>Ranger guided them through service passages and maintenance tunnels Shelly had never seen before, moving quickly but carefully.</p><p>&#8220;Transport staging is ahead,&#8221; he whispered.</p><p>Shelly could hear activity now. Voices. Machines. The faint hum of system power moving through the walls. They slipped into a shadowed maintenance alcove overlooking a narrow loading bay. The shuttle was there. Its rear hatch open. Two attendants were inside securing equipment. Elias lay on a medical platform near the rear wall. Unconscious. Shelly&#8217;s chest tightened.</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s him.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger nodded once.</p><p>&#8220;Fast,&#8221; he said.</p><p>They moved before the attendants could notice.</p><p>Ranger reached the first man in two long strides, striking him cleanly behind the neck before he could react. Shelly grabbed the second attendant&#8217;s arm as he turned, pulling him off balance while Ranger finished the motion.</p><p>Within seconds the bay was silent again. Shelly rushed to Elias. His breathing was slow but steady. &#8220;Elias,&#8221; she whispered, shaking his shoulder lightly.</p><p>No response.</p><p>&#8220;Sedative,&#8221; she said quickly. &#8220;He won&#8217;t wake for hours.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger was already lifting the platform.</p><p>&#8220;Then we carry him.&#8221;</p><p>The return through the tunnels felt longer.</p><p>Every sound made Shelly flinch.</p><p>Every distant vibration made her think another shuttle was approaching.</p><p>But no one came.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s transport training took full effect. This was just another loading. By the time the lantern lights of the Purity encampment finally appeared ahead, Shelly&#8217;s legs felt like they might collapse.They carried Elias straight to the small medical hut near the edge of the village.</p><p>A narrow bed waited there. Shelly helped Ranger lift Elias onto it, brushing his hair back from his forehead as she checked his breathing again.</p><p>&#8220;He&#8217;ll wake soon,&#8221; she said.</p><p>Ranger nodded.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll alert the others.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly remained beside the bed. Time passed slowly. At some point Elias stirred. His eyes opened slightly, unfocused. He blinked at the ceiling. Then at Shelly.</p><p>&#8220;&#8230;my head,&#8221; he groaned weakly.</p><p>Shelly laughed softly in relief. &#8220;That&#8217;s the sedative.&#8221;</p><p>He squinted at her. &#8220;Where&#8230;?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re in Purity.&#8221;</p><p>Elias blinked again. The memory seemed to arrive slowly. &#8220;&#8230;you kidnapped me.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly smiled. &#8220;We rescued you.&#8221;</p><p>He groaned again, pressing his hand to his temple. &#8220;Do you have aspirin?&#8221;</p><p>Shelly shook her head, trying not to laugh. &#8220;No.&#8221;</p><p>Elias looked horrified. &#8220;No aspirin?&#8221;</p><p>She lifted a small clay cup from the bedside table. &#8220;But we have tea.&#8221;</p><p>Elias stared at it. &#8220;You broke me out of the system&#8230; and the best medical care you have is tea?&#8221;</p><p>Shelly couldn&#8217;t help it. She laughed.</p><p>And after a moment&#8212;despite the pounding in his head&#8212;Elias started laughing too. His biometer went off and it made them laugh even more.</p><p>Elias set the cup down and slowly pushed himself upright, still unsteady but more awake now. For a moment they simply looked at each other. The relief between them was almost overwhelming. Then Elias reached for her.</p><p>Shelly stepped forward without hesitation and folded into his arms, wrapping herself around him as if she had been holding her breath for days and was only now allowed to exhale. The hug was tight. Not cautious. Not regulated. Just two bodies holding on as if the world outside the hut might still try to pull them apart again. Shelly felt everything. Every emotion rising through her without restraint. Relief. Joy. Fear. Love. All of it crashing together in a wave so strong it made her dizzy. Elias buried his face into the curve of her neck, breathing her in like he was trying to convince himself she was real. The warmth of his breath against her skin sent a small shiver through her. And then, unexpectedly, she made a soft sound in her throat. A low, instinctive purr of contentment that surprised even her. Elias pulled back just enough to look at her.</p><p>&#8220;You do realize,&#8221; he said softly, &#8220;that if the system could see your biometrics right now&#8230;&#8221;</p><p>Shelly smiled.</p><p>&#8220;It would probably explode.&#8221;</p><p>They both laughed.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0KAG!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3aacb577-202a-44ae-92ed-fe9b0fd462c5_1024x1536.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!0KAG!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F3aacb577-202a-44ae-92ed-fe9b0fd462c5_1024x1536.png 424w, 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Slowly this time. No urgency. No fear of alarms. Just the quiet certainty of being exactly where they wanted to be. Shelly felt it ripple through her like fireworks igniting beneath her ribs&#8212;bright, sudden bursts of feeling expanding through her chest and out to the edges of her body. She had never experienced emotion like this before.</p><p>Not this freely. Not this intensely. She kissed him back, her hands resting against his shoulders, her heart racing without any machine telling her to calm it.</p><p>Outside the hut the night deepened around the village. Lanterns flickered. Voices drifted softly through the air.</p><p>And inside the small makeshift hospital, Shelly held Elias close, feeling every spark of emotion lighting up inside her and knowing, for the first time in her life, that nothing was there to dim it.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us Chapter Six]]></title><description><![CDATA[The notice appeared the moment Shelly powered up her interface.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-six</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-six</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 28 Mar 2026 16:02:18 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!I46K!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fa7529a4e-e655-402a-9f5a-6be516957ae3_1024x1536.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The notice appeared the moment Shelly powered up her interface. The screen flared across her vision before her eyes had even fully opened, bright and sterile and far too sharp for the heavy fog pressing against her skull.</p><p><strong>MANDATORY COMPLIANCE REVIEW &#8211; 07:30<br>ATTENDANCE REQUIRED PRIOR TO ASSIGNMENT</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Shelly blinked slowly, trying to focus. Her body felt hollowed out.</p><p>The night had stretched endlessly behind her&#8212;thoughts circling the village, the firelight, Elias&#8217;s hand in hers, the wild quiet of a place where people breathed without being measured. She had slept in scattered fragments at best, drifting in and out of dreams where lanterns glowed through trees and music floated through warm air.</p><p>Now the system&#8217;s cold blue light replaced all of it. Her biometer pulsed sluggishly against her wrist. Green. But barely. Her energy lagged somewhere behind it, heavy and dull, like her bones had been packed with sand. She sat up slowly, rubbing her eyes. A hearing. Residual review from the transport bay anomaly. Of course. The system always circled back.</p><p>She dressed mechanically, her mind still thick with exhaustion as she walked toward the administrative wing. The corridors hummed with morning activity&#8212;workers moving toward their assignments, the familiar quiet choreography of people responding to invisible prompts and notifications.</p><p>Shelly followed the current automatically. But underneath the routine something else churned. The village. The fire. The feeling of standing somewhere real.</p><p>The hearing chamber doors slid open with a soft hydraulic sigh. Three administrators waited inside. They didn&#8217;t ask her to sit.</p><p>&#8220;Shelly Marin,&#8221; the central administrator began, voice calm and polished. &#8220;Your interface logs indicate unscheduled proximity to restricted transport areas three days ago.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly kept her face neutral. &#8220;My assignment required transit through multiple sectors.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Your route deviation extended beyond authorized parameters.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Temporary confusion regarding navigation without overlay guidance,&#8221; she said evenly. &#8220;My interface had recently been repaired.&#8221;</p><p>The administrator regarded her without expression.</p><p>&#8220;Yes. We&#8217;re aware of the repair.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt a flicker of unease. Something in the room had shifted. Not anger. Finality.</p><p>The administrator folded his hands. &#8220;Following review of the incident and your cumulative behavioral profile, the system has determined reassignment is appropriate.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly blinked.</p><p>&#8220;Reassignment?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;To the colonies.&#8221; The word hit her like a physical blow.</p><p>&#8220;Permanent relocation,&#8221; he continued, voice smooth and procedural. &#8220;Your skills in elder transport and logistical coordination will be useful in colony stabilization efforts.&#8221;</p><p>Her mouth went dry. Permanent. Not rotational. Not temporary. Permanent. Her biometer flickered amber. She forced her breathing slower. Four counts in. Six counts out. Green.</p><p>&#8220;You leave this morning,&#8221; the administrator said.</p><p>Shelly stared at him. &#8220;This morning?&#8221; Her biometer screeched.</p><p>&#8220;Transport departs in two hours.&#8221; Two hours. Her thoughts scattered. Purity. The tunnel entrance. Elias. If she boarded that transport&#8212; She would never see the village again. Never see him again. Something inside her snapped into focus.</p><p>&#8220;Understood,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>The administrators nodded once, satisfied by her composure.</p><p>&#8220;Report to the colony transport wing by 011:30.&#8221; The hearing ended. Just like that.</p><p>The corridor outside felt unreal. Shelly walked quickly at first, then faster, her pulse climbing despite her efforts to keep it controlled. Permanent colony reassignment. The system had decided. And suddenly the choice she had spent the entire night circling had been ripped away. Unless&#8212;Unless she moved now. Two hours. Her interface ticked the time relentlessly. 119 minutes. She turned sharply down a maintenance corridor.</p><p> She knew where the hydro-grid entrance was. She could reach it.But another thought stopped her mid-stride. Kendra. If there was truly another way to live&#8212;Kendra deserved to know. Shelly changed direction immediately.</p><p>The walk to the elder housing felt endless.</p><p>Every minute her interface counted down pressed against her ribs like a tightening vise.</p><p>She found Kendra sitting in a corridor, outside her dorm room.</p><p>&#8220;Kendra.&#8221;</p><p>Her friend looked up.</p><p>Shelly must have looked wild, because Kendra&#8217;s expression shifted instantly.</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re sending me to the colonies. Permanent reassignment. In two hours.&#8221;</p><p>Kendra stared at her.</p><p>&#8220;What?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They flagged something. I didn&#8217;t even realize until the hearing.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Shelly&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Purity, its real&#8230;.There&#8217;s another place,&#8221; Shelly said quickly, words tumbling out before she could stop them. &#8220;Outside the system. No interfaces. No biometers. 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Eighty-five minutes. &#8220;I don&#8217;t have time,&#8221; Shelly said softly.</p><p>Kendra leaned forward and hugged her quickly. &#8220;Go,&#8221; she whispered. &#8220;Just&#8230; go.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly pulled away and ran. Thirty-five minutes lost. Her window was shrinking fast.</p><p>She found Elias near the transport wing. He turned as she approached, concern immediately replacing the calm expression he usually carried.</p><p>&#8220;Shelly?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re sending me to the colonies,&#8221; she blurted.</p><p>His face drained of color.</p><p>&#8220;When?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Two hours ago they told me. I leave in&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>She checked her interface. Forty-seven minutes.</p><p>His hands moved instinctively to her shoulders.</p><p>&#8220;What happened?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;The drive-by. They flagged it. Permanent reassignment.&#8221;</p><p>The words felt unreal even as she said them.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m going to Purity,&#8221; she continued quickly. &#8220;Right now. Before the transport leaves.&#8221;</p><p>Elias stared at her.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re leaving the system.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Today.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>Silence stretched between them.</p><p>&#8220;I want you to come with me,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>He looked away for a moment. His infusion deadline loomed over them both. Three days. The life he had known his entire existence balanced against a village he had seen for only a few hours.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s too much,&#8221; he said finally.</p><p>Shelly felt her chest tighten. &#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I need time,&#8221; he said begging of her.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t have time,&#8221; she whispered.</p><p>His jaw tightened.</p><p>&#8220;I might come, later&#8221; he said softly. &#8220;I have to think.&#8221;</p><p>Hope flared painfully in her chest. But it wasn&#8217;t certainty. And the clock was still ticking. Shelly stepped closer. Tears blurred her vision as she wrapped her arms around him. He held her tightly, like he was memorizing the shape of her. Neither of them spoke. Both their biometers were going off.</p><p>Finally she pulled back.</p><p>&#8220;I have to go.&#8221;</p><p>He nodded slowly.</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly took one last look at him. Then she turned and ran. Because whether Elias came or not&#8212; She already knew. If the choice was the colonies or Purity, she was going to Purity.</p><p>Her first day at the Purity encampment passed in a blur. Not the sterile blur of long shifts and compliance prompts she was used to inside the system, but the kind that came when too many new sensations crowded the mind at once&#8212;new rhythms, new expectations, new freedoms she didn&#8217;t quite trust yet.</p><p>She was assigned housing almost immediately. Housing was generous as a word for it. The structure was a hut, built from rough timber and packed earth, with a narrow porch and a low door that forced even Shelly to duck slightly as she entered. Inside were three narrow beds, a wooden table, and a single lantern that hung from a beam overhead. She shared the space with two other women, both younger than she was but already comfortable in the easy, unstructured way people seemed to inhabit their lives here.</p><p>No assignment logs waited for her. No interface prompts told her where to go next. Instead, someone simply said, &#8220;Meals are at sunrise and sunset. Come when you hear the bell.&#8221;</p><p>Meals were communal. Everything was communal. The first morning she followed the sound of a metal bell through the village and found herself standing with nearly a hundred people gathered around long wooden tables set beneath a wide canvas canopy. Food appeared in heavy bowls&#8212;vegetables, bread, eggs, fruit&#8212;and people served themselves without waiting for instruction.</p><p>There were no designated servers. Everyone helped set up. Everyone helped clean. Shelly watched quietly the first few times, unsure where to place herself in the rhythm of it, until one of the older women pressed a stack of bowls into her hands and said kindly, &#8220;You&#8217;re tall. Shelves are easier for you.&#8221;</p><p>That was how most work assignments happened.</p><p>Not algorithm. Observation. Because labor here was skill-based, Ranger and the others decided the best use of Shelly&#8217;s experience would be with the elders. Within a day she was given five clients to assist and supervise. Clients wasn&#8217;t quite the right word. Neighbors, maybe. Still, the role felt familiar enough to anchor her.</p><p>What startled her was their condition. These elders were all over sixty-five. And every one of them was mobile. No walkers. No stabilization frames. No mobility harnesses. They moved slowly, yes, but with a kind of quiet independence she had almost never seen in the system&#8217;s elder care units.</p><p>Three of them had lost most of their hearing over the years, but they compensated with small mechanical devices tucked behind their ears&#8212;tiny curved instruments that amplified sound into the ear canal. &#8220;Hearing aids,&#8221; one of the women told her with a laugh when Shelly stared too long.</p><p>The word felt antique. Two others wore glasses. Actual glasses. Thin metal frames perched on the bridge of their noses, small lenses catching sunlight as they bent over their work. Shelly had seen glasses before. But only behind museum glass. Artifacts from an earlier century, displayed beside rotary telephones and printed newspapers as examples of how people once adapted their bodies before neural correction technologies existed. Here they were just&#8230; worn. Ordinary.</p><p>One of the men pushed his glasses up his nose as he squinted down at a seed catalog someone had salvaged from an abandoned library.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll get used to them,&#8221; he said cheerfully when he noticed her staring. Shelly found herself smiling back before she could stop herself.</p><p>The elders worked in the gardens most mornings. Slowly, carefully, hands deep in soil that smelled rich and alive. They paused often to stretch their backs or wipe sweat from their foreheads, but none of them seemed fragile in the way the system had taught her to expect.</p><p>They were aging. Naturally. Lines in their faces deepened by sun and time rather than smoothed by medical stabilization. Hair silvering unevenly. Hands rough with years of labor. But there was strength in them. A steadiness. And something else she struggled to name. Contentment, maybe.</p><p>Shelly followed them through their routines, helping when needed, supervising when appropriate, but most of the time simply watching. Inside the system, aging had always looked like decline carefully managed by machines. Here it looked like life continuing. She caught herself studying their faces sometimes, searching for signs of deterioration she had been trained to expect.</p><p>Instead she saw laughter. Argument. Storytelling. That first afternoon two of them spent nearly an hour debating the best way to grow tomatoes in poor soil while Shelly sat nearby listening, fascinated by the casual certainty with which they disagreed.</p><p>No interface chimed to regulate their emotional spikes. No system prompted them to moderate their voices. They simply argued. And then they laughed.</p><p>Shelly realized that first evening, as the sun dipped behind the treeline and the dinner bell rang again, that she had not checked her biometer all day. The thought startled her enough that she instinctively glanced down at her wrist. The device was still there. Still functioning. But somehow completely useless here. She discarded it without glancing back.</p><p>She looked up across the clearing where villagers were already gathering for the evening meal, children weaving between the tables while adults carried bowls of food from the cooking fires.</p><p>A breeze moved through the gardens. Lanterns flickered on one by one. And Shelly felt the strange, quiet realization settle over her again. This place wasn&#8217;t surviving outside the system. It was living.</p><p>It was her second morning at the compound that made the nervousness impossible to ignore. Two days. That was all that remained before Elias&#8217;s infusion deadline. The number sat inside her mind like a ticking mechanism she couldn&#8217;t quiet. Every task she tried to focus on&#8212;the garden beds, the elders&#8217; morning routines, the steady rhythm of the communal kitchen&#8212;kept dissolving under the same thought pressing forward again and again.</p><p>Would he come? She tried not to let herself dwell on it. Tried to keep moving, to focus on the small practical work of the morning. But the question followed her everywhere, slipping into every pause, every quiet moment between conversations.</p><p>If she were still wearing her biometer, she knew exactly what it would show. Elevated cortisol. Racing pulse. Blood pressure climbing well past the system&#8217;s preferred range. General stress markers flashing amber warnings across the interface.</p><p>The irony of that thought almost made her laugh.</p><p>For years she had lived under constant biometric surveillance, trained to regulate every emotional fluctuation before it could escalate into a compliance alert. Now the monitors were gone, the sensors silent&#8212;and somehow the absence of them made her emotions feel even louder.</p><p>She lasted most of the morning before the tension became unbearable. By midday she knew she couldn&#8217;t wait. She needed to see him. Even if it changed nothing. Even if it only made the leaving harder.</p><p>Ranger was near the outer edge of the encampment repairing a section of fencing when she found him. He was kneeling in the dirt, hands steady as he worked a length of wire through the rough wooden posts.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t look surprised to see her. In fact, he barely looked up at all. &#8220;You&#8217;re thinking about him,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Shelly stopped a few feet away. &#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger sat back on his heels then, wiping his hands slowly on a cloth. &#8220;Two days,&#8221; he said.</p><p>She nodded. &#8220;I need to see him.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger&#8217;s expression tightened slightly. &#8220;That&#8217;s not a simple request.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Going back into the system carries risk.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>He studied her for a long moment, eyes narrowing slightly as if measuring the weight of her words against something unseen.</p><p>&#8220;And if he doesn&#8217;t come with you?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>Shelly swallowed. &#8220;Then I&#8217;ll know.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger exhaled slowly through his nose, the sound half sigh, half reluctant acceptance. &#8220;We would have to go at night,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Late enough that interface monitoring cycles are quiet. Even then it&#8217;s not guaranteed.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I understand.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll be there less than an hour.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s enough.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger held her gaze another moment. Then he nodded.</p><p>They left after full dark. The journey through the tunnels felt different this time&#8212;faster, sharper, every sound amplified by the knowledge of what waited on the other side. Ranger moved confidently through the narrow passages, lantern light bouncing across damp stone walls as they navigated the winding routes that eventually led back beneath the system&#8217;s infrastructure.</p><p>By the time they emerged near the outer sector housing blocks, the night was deep and still. Most windows were dark. Shelly&#8217;s heart was pounding so hard she wondered if Ranger could hear it.</p><p>&#8220;Thirty minutes,&#8221; he murmured quietly.</p><p>She nodded and slipped away. The corridors felt eerily familiar, as if she had never truly left them. Same lighting. Same polished floors. Same faint hum of the system breathing through the walls. Her feet carried her almost automatically toward Elias&#8217;s dormitory wing. She had memorized the route long ago without realizing it. The door to his room wasn&#8217;t locked.</p><p>When she pushed it open slowly, he was sitting on the edge of his bed. Waiting. For a moment neither of them moved. Then Elias stood.</p><p>&#8220;Shelly.&#8221;</p><p>The sound of her name in his voice broke something inside her chest. She crossed the room in two quick steps and he caught her before she could even think about what she was doing, pulling her into his arms with a force that surprised them both.</p><p>They kissed immediately. Not the careful, measured kisses they had learned to exchange under the watch of their biometers. This one was desperate. Urgent. Weeks of restrained emotion finally breaking through the discipline they had both been trained to maintain.</p><p>When they finally pulled apart they were both breathing hard and Elias&#8217;s biometer was nearly shrieking.</p><p>Shelly pressed her forehead against his chest.</p><p>&#8220;You came,&#8221; he whispered.</p><p>&#8220;I had to.&#8221;</p><p>He held her tighter then, as if afraid she might disappear again. For a while neither of them spoke. They simply sat on the narrow bed, holding each other, the quiet of the room wrapping around them while emotions neither of them had prepared for surfaced slowly.</p><p>At some point Shelly realized she was crying. Elias&#8217;s hand moved gently through her hair.</p><p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know if you would leave,&#8221; he said softly.</p><p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t know if you would follow.&#8221;</p><p>He was quiet for a moment.</p><p>&#8220;I want to be with you,&#8221; he said.</p><p>The words came easily. But the rest didn&#8217;t. Shelly pulled back slightly so she could see his face.</p><p>&#8220;But?&#8221; Elias looked down at his hands. &#8220;But how do we know we can trust them?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Purity?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They showed me their village.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That doesn&#8217;t mean they&#8217;re right.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly nodded slowly. &#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Everything we&#8217;ve ever known says they&#8217;re extremists.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Everything we were taught says the system protects people.&#8221;</p><p>She studied him quietly. &#8220;And yet you still helped the elders in the colonies,&#8221; she said softly.</p><p>Elias looked up. &#8220;I couldn&#8217;t watch them suffer.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly took his hands then, holding them between her own.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re not extremists, Elias,&#8221; she said gently. &#8220;They&#8217;re just people living without the system.&#8221;</p><p>He searched her face, torn.</p><p>&#8220;And if they&#8217;re wrong?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Then we learn that together.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And if the system is right?&#8221;</p><p>Shelly hesitated.</p><p>&#8220;Then we still chose for ourselves.&#8221;</p><p>Silence filled the room again.</p><p>Two days.</p><p>The number hung between them now, unspoken but heavy. Finally Elias leaned forward, resting his forehead against hers. &#8220;I&#8217;m scared,&#8221; he admitted quietly.</p><p>Shelly smiled through the last of her tears.</p><p>&#8220;So am I.&#8221;</p><p>He kissed her again then, slower this time, softer.</p><p>Outside the dormitory walls the system hummed quietly, unaware that inside the small room two people were trying to decide the direction of the rest of their lives.</p><p>Shelly stood slowly.</p><p>The room had gone quiet again, the kind of quiet that arrives when everything that <em>can</em> be said has already been said.</p><p>She held Elias&#8217;s hands for a moment longer, feeling the warmth of them, memorizing the shape of his fingers threaded through hers, the way he held on without quite realizing he was doing it.</p><p>&#8220;In two days,&#8221; she said softly.</p><p>He looked up.</p><p>&#8220;At dusk.&#8221;</p><p>Her voice was steadier now, calmer than she felt.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll be waiting by the third tunnel entrance.&#8221;</p><p>Elias&#8217;s brow tightened slightly. He knew exactly where she meant.</p><p>&#8220;The one that leads under the hydro-grid,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>She nodded.</p><p>&#8220;If you come,&#8221; she said, &#8220;you come.&#8221;</p><p>A pause.</p><p>&#8220;If you don&#8217;t&#8230; then I&#8217;ll know that too.&#8221;</p><p>The words didn&#8217;t sound cruel when she said them. They sounded final. Clear. Like a line drawn not in anger but in acceptance.</p><p>&#8220;At least I&#8217;ll have an answer.&#8221;</p><p>Elias&#8217;s grip tightened slightly. Shelly felt it. But she didn&#8217;t let herself stay. Instead she gently slipped her hands from his, the warmth of him fading as her fingers pulled away. There was nothing more to say. No more arguments to make. No more tears left to spend trying to persuade him. Either he would choose her. Or he would enter the system.</p><p>The thought landed inside her with a strange clarity. She had spent so many years inside that system that it had once felt like the only shape life could take. Every breath monitored. Every emotional spike corrected. Every attachment carefully regulated so nothing grew too wild, too unpredictable, too human.</p><p>Emotionally caged. She hadn&#8217;t fully understood that until the biometer was gone. Until she had felt what it meant to exist without it. Without the constant pressure of moderation. Without the quiet hum of compliance whispering that too much joy was destabilizing, too much anger was dangerous, too much longing was inefficient.</p><p>Just one day without it had been enough.</p><p>One day of feeling her heart race without a warning signal flashing amber across her wrist. One day of laughter that climbed higher and higher without being flattened by system alerts. One day of fear that she could feel fully instead of compressing into something smaller and safer.</p><p>The thrill of it had startled her. The intensity. The way emotions could rise and crest like waves instead of being trimmed into calm, manageable ripples. Good and bad together. Joy sharp enough to hurt. Grief deep enough to shake her. Love powerful enough to risk everything for. She wished she could give Elias that feeling. Just once. Just long enough for him to understand what it meant to be free inside his own mind. But freedom couldn&#8217;t be explained. It had to be chosen.</p><p>Shelly stepped toward the door. For a moment she almost turned back. Almost. Instead she opened it quietly and stepped into the dim corridor. Behind her, Elias remained seated on the edge of the bed, the space between them already widening with every step she took.</p><p>Two days. Dusk. The third tunnel. Shelly walked away without looking back. Because the next time she saw him would tell her everything.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us Chapter Five]]></title><description><![CDATA[Shelly first noticed him because he did not behave like anyone inside the system.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-five</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-five</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 22 Mar 2026 22:26:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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People here moved with a subtle choreography shaped by their biometers&#8212;small pauses when notifications arrived, the slight tilt of a head as a data window opened across their vision, the rhythmic steadiness of bodies whose biometers constantly nudged them back toward acceptable emotional ranges. Even in the temporary canteen, even after explosions and rumors and displacement, that quiet choreography remained.</p><p>The man sitting across the room had none of it. He ate slowly. Deliberately. Not distracted, not glancing at a wrist display or blinking away alerts. Just eating, like the food in front of him required his full attention. Shelly felt it before she understood it: the absence. No signal flicker. No biometric pulse.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Nothing. Her nerves tightened immediately.</p><p>He finished his meal, wiped his hands on a cloth napkin instead of a sanitation pad, and walked toward her table as if he had every right in the world to approach. Her biometer ticked upward. She forced a steady inhale. Green. Stay green.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re Shelly,&#8221; he said quietly. Not a question.</p><p>Her fork hovered in midair.</p><p>&#8220;Who are you?&#8221; Instead of answering, he placed something on the table beside her tray. A tablet. Old technology. Thick-edged. No network markings. Then he turned and walked away. Shelly did not move for several seconds. The tablet sat there like contraband sunlight. Her heart beat faster. Not from fear exactly. From possibility. She slipped the device into her jacket and left the canteen before curiosity could spike her biometrics high enough to trigger a proximity alert.</p><p>Her dorm room felt smaller than usual.Interfaces hummed faintly in the walls. Monitoring signals drifted invisibly through the air. She sat on the edge of her bed and activated the tablet. The screen flickered once. Then the video began. At first it looked primitive. Not technologically primitive&#8212;human primitive.</p><p>Sunlight across open ground. Wooden structures rising from packed earth. Smoke curling lazily from cooking fires. Children ran across the frame barefoot, laughing so loudly the microphone clipped their voices. Someone chased a goat through a garden plot. Two women stood beside a water pump arguing cheerfully about something while a man hammered roofing slats onto a hut nearby.</p><p>The camera turned slowly. Fields stretched beyond the village. Rows of vegetables. Seed beds. Fruit trees bending under early harvest.</p><p>No drones.No surveillance towers.No compliance speakers. Just wind moving through grass. Shelly leaned forward.</p><p>A young couple appeared on screen, sitting close together beneath a wide oak tree. Their hands were intertwined, their shoulders touching easily in the way bodies touched when they did not need permission. &#8220;They met last spring,&#8221; a voice behind the camera said. &#8220;Neither of them were assigned to each other.&#8221;</p><p>The woman laughed. The man kissed her temple casually, like affection was as ordinary as breathing. Shelly&#8217;s chest tightened. The camera continued. People worked in small groups&#8212;carpenters shaping beams, gardeners tending soil, elders sitting in the shade weaving baskets while children gathered around them.</p><p>&#8220;Skills determine responsibility here,&#8221; the unseen narrator said. &#8220;Not algorithmic assignment.&#8221;</p><p>The screen shifted again. A wide view of the settlement appeared, huts clustered around a central commons, gardens and livestock stretching outward into the surrounding landscape.</p><p>The air looked clear. The people looked&#8230; alive. The video ended. Shelly sat very still. Her biometer pulsed softly against her wrist. Green. But her pulse felt louder than the system suggested. No bioscans. No tracking. No assigned mates. Just your own heartbeat. She thought of Elias immediately.</p><p>He met her later in the temporary canteen, the light there always dimmer than it should have been, as if the system had not bothered to adjust the temporary wiring for comfort.</p><p>&#8220;You look like you&#8217;ve seen something impossible,&#8221; he said quietly as he sat beside her.</p><p>&#8220;Maybe I have.&#8221;</p><p>She slid the tablet across the table.</p><p>He watched the entire video without speaking.His expression changed slowly as the scenes unfolded&#8212;first skepticism, then curiosity, then something deeper. Something almost like longing. When the screen went dark again he looked up at her.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png" width="1456" height="971" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:971,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:1872785,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/i/190945966?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!oSZA!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8469960d-6517-46b5-b18b-a1ffd98be40a_1536x1024.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>&#8220;Is this real?&#8221; He asked incredulously.</p><p>&#8220;I think so.&#8221; She stated hesitantly.</p><p>&#8220;Who gave it to you?&#8221; He asked.</p><p>&#8220;Someone from Purity.&#8221;</p><p>Elias leaned back in his chair. For a moment neither of them spoke.</p><p>Finally he said, &#8220;Four days.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;In four days I&#8217;m infused.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s throat tightened slightly.</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s why they contacted you,&#8221; he continued. &#8220;Because the window&#8217;s closing.&#8221;</p><p>She nodded.</p><p>&#8220;They want me to decide before the deadline.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They want you to see what you&#8217;re deciding about.&#8221;</p><p>He stared at the tablet again. &#8220;Do they want us to come?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; The word hung in the air.</p><p>&#8220;How?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Tonight,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Most interfaces go passive during night cycle maintenance.&#8221;</p><p>His eyes lifted to hers.</p><p>&#8220;Who&#8217;s taking us?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;A man named Ranger.&#8221;</p><p>Elias absorbed that.</p><p>&#8220;And you trust him?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; she said honestly. &#8220;But I trust what I saw enough to be interested.&#8221;</p><p>His gaze moved slowly across her face, studying the quiet certainty forming there.</p><p>&#8220;You think this could work,&#8221; he said softly.</p><p>Shelly felt the truth rise inside her before she could stop it. Not certainty. Hope. But she kept that part silent.</p><p>&#8220;I think you should see it before you decide.&#8221;</p><p>He nodded once. &#8220;Then we go.&#8221;</p><p>Sneaking out felt different than anything Shelly had ever done. The facility corridors were darker at night, maintenance lights casting long shadows across empty walkways. The hum of infrastructure systems replaced the usual human noise. Her biometer flickered quietly in passive mode. Limited monitoring. Reduced data flow. Still dangerous. Still recorded. They moved carefully. Elias beside her. Neither speaking.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s nerves climbed and settled and climbed again, a wave she had to master breath by breath, because excitement and fear felt almost identical inside the body.</p><p>At the outer service corridor a door slid open silently. Ranger waited outside. He looked exactly like someone who had learned to survive without systems&#8212;steady eyes, quiet posture, movements that wasted no energy.</p><p>&#8220;You made it,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Shelly nodded.</p><p>&#8220;No interface scans beyond this point,&#8221; he added. &#8220;You stay with me.&#8221;</p><p>They followed him into the tunnels.</p><p>The hydro-grid network stretched deeper than Shelly had imagined, concrete corridors branching endlessly beneath the facility. Moisture dripped from pipes overhead. The air smelled faintly of minerals and earth. They walked for nearly an hour. Shelly&#8217;s legs began to ache slightly. Her mind wandered.</p><p>Four days. Four days until Elias belonged to someone else. Unless&#8212; No. She pushed the thought away. Hope could spike a biometer as quickly as fear. Finally the tunnel widened.</p><p>A faint glow appeared ahead. Ranger pushed open a reinforced hatch.</p><p>&#8220;Welcome,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>They stepped through. Shelly stopped walking. The village spread before them like something from another century. Wooden huts stood in loose circles around a wide central clearing. Lantern light flickered warmly through windows. Smoke rose from cooking fires. 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A woman carried a basket of vegetables toward a communal kitchen. Two men argued cheerfully while repairing a wagon wheel. The air smelled like soil and woodsmoke and something sweet she couldn&#8217;t identify.</p><p>It looked like early America, before technology, like the 1890s, her mind whispered automatically, recalling images from history archives. Primitive with all the candles and lantern light. But alive. No drones buzzed overhead. No biometric pulses filled the air. No compliance announcements echoed from speakers. In fact, she couldn&#8217;t see any electricity.</p><p>Just wind moving through trees. Shelly felt something loosen inside her chest. Excitement. Fear. Wonder. All braided together. Elias stood beside her in silence, staring at the scene. Ranger watched them both calmly.</p><p>&#8220;This is Purity,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s heart beat faster again. But this time she didn&#8217;t try to quiet it. Because as she looked at the children playing, the gardens stretching into the night, the people moving freely between one another without algorithms or assignments or permission&#8212; a thought formed inside her, quiet but stubborn. Maybe this was the answer. Maybe this was the life she and Elias could have. She didn&#8217;t say it. Not yet.</p><p>But for the first time since the system had begun counting down Elias&#8217;s infusion window, Shelly felt something stronger than fear. She felt hope.</p><p>Ranger sighed before he began speaking, as if the explanation was one he had given many times and still had not grown entirely comfortable with.</p><p>&#8220;We steal only what actually matters,&#8221; he said, his voice low and steady. &#8220;Essential medications mostly&#8212;insulin, antibiotics, some advanced diagnostic equipment when we can manage it, tools that help our elders live a little longer without suffering. But nothing that inhibits aging itself.&#8221;</p><p>He paused, glancing across the village where an old man sat beside a lantern carving something from a block of wood while two children watched with solemn fascination.</p><p>&#8220;Aging is done naturally here,&#8221; Ranger continued. &#8220;As is everything else we can manage.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly followed his gaze. The old man&#8217;s hands shook slightly as he carved, but the children didn&#8217;t rush him. They simply waited, patient in the slow rhythm of his work.</p><p>&#8220;We take what we must from the system,&#8221; Ranger said after a moment, &#8220;because the system has most of the world&#8217;s medicine locked inside its walls. But we try not to become dependent on it. Every year we grow more of what we need ourselves.&#8221;</p><p>His eyes moved back to them.</p><p>&#8220;And from time to time,&#8221; he added quietly, &#8220;we steal people.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt Elias shift beside her.</p><p>&#8220;The elders mostly,&#8221; Ranger clarified. &#8220;Those living out their final years inside the system, stabilized, monitored, preserved but&#8230; lonely.&#8221;</p><p>He let the word hang in the air.</p><p>&#8220;We give them a choice,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Some stay. Some go back. But many decide they&#8217;d rather live their last years here&#8212;working in the gardens, teaching the children what they know, sitting in the sun without a band around their wrist telling them how they&#8217;re supposed to feel.&#8221;</p><p>In the distance someone laughed, loud and unrestrained.</p><p>Ranger folded his arms loosely. &#8220;A simpler life,&#8221; he finished. &#8220;But a real one.&#8221; &#8220;And then,&#8221; Ranger said after a moment, his tone shifting slightly, &#8220;when we can, we try to offer infusion candidates a way out.&#8221;</p><p>The words settled heavily between them. He looked directly at Elias now, not accusing, not hostile, simply certain. &#8220;Elias, your infusion deadline is fast approaching. Four days, if our information is correct.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt the air tighten slightly in her chest. Ranger knew more than she had expected.</p><p>&#8220;We keep track of those nearing alignment,&#8221; he continued calmly. &#8220;Not everyone wants the choice removed before they&#8217;ve truly understood what it means.&#8221; His gaze sharpened just a fraction.</p><p>&#8220;We know you diverted medications in the colonies to help the elders there. Insulin shipments that never reached their assigned facility. Antibiotics that appeared where the system said they shouldn&#8217;t.&#8221;</p><p>Elias didn&#8217;t deny it. Ranger nodded faintly, as if confirming something already known. &#8220;We know you drove past our hydro-grid outpost yesterday as well. Slow enough to see it, fast enough to pretend you hadn&#8217;t.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt heat rise behind her ribs. Nothing in Ranger&#8217;s posture suggested anger. Only observation.</p><p>&#8220;We know curiosity when we see it,&#8221; he said quietly. He gestured gently toward the village behind them&#8212;toward the lantern light, the gardens, the soft noise of evening work continuing under an open sky.</p><p>&#8220;That curiosity is why we invited you here.&#8221; Ranger&#8217;s eyes returned to Elias.</p><p>&#8220;Because once infusion happens, curiosity tends to fade.&#8221; He let the silence stretch.</p><p>&#8220;Tonight you see what life looks like outside the system,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Not propaganda. Not rumor. Just people building something imperfect and real.&#8221;</p><p>The firelight flickered across Elias&#8217;s face. Ranger&#8217;s voice softened slightly. &#8220;And then you can decide.&#8221;</p><p>Ranger left them there. &#8220;You have an hour.&#8221;</p><p>He didn&#8217;t offer directions, or warnings, or even a suggestion of where they should go next. He simply inclined his head once, as if trusting the village to introduce itself, and then turned and disappeared down one of the narrow lantern-lit paths between the huts.</p><p>Shelly stood still for a moment, listening to the quiet he left behind.</p><p>Not the sterile quiet of the system, where silence meant efficiency and order and a thousand invisible machines working perfectly in the background.</p><p>This quiet was textured.</p><p>Crickets in the grass. A soft hammer somewhere in the distance. The murmur of people talking to one another without lowering their voices to avoid compliance triggers. The low creak of wood as someone shifted their weight on a porch rail.</p><p>It felt almost&#8230; alive.</p><p>Elias stood beside her without speaking. She could feel the warmth of him near her shoulder, steady and familiar, and suddenly that warmth felt less like something dangerous and more like something grounding.</p><p>&#8220;Where do we go?&#8221; he asked quietly.</p><p>Shelly turned slowly, letting her eyes wander across the clearing.</p><p>Lanterns swung gently from wooden posts. Paths of packed earth wound between gardens and small homes. People moved easily through the night&#8212;some carrying baskets, others talking in loose groups, a few simply sitting outside watching the sky as though time here moved differently.</p><p>Then she heard it. A song. Soft at first, almost swallowed by the night air, but unmistakably human&#8212;several voices layered together, imperfect and unrestrained.</p><p>She followed the sound instinctively.</p><p>The path curved toward a wide clearing where a fire burned in a low stone pit. Sparks drifted lazily upward into the dark. Around it sat a loose circle of people&#8212;couples, older and younger, shoulders touching, knees drawn close to the warmth.</p><p>One man strummed a battered guitar. Two women sang softly beside him, their voices weaving together in a slow, plaintive melody that rose and fell like breathing. Shelly stopped walking. Singing. Inside the system, singing was almost unheard of. It lit biometers like a flare.</p><p>Emotion spiked the nervous system&#8212;joy, nostalgia, grief, excitement&#8212;and the interface responded instantly, flashing warnings, suggesting stabilization exercises, nudging the body back toward calm neutrality.</p><p>Music had been archived, studied, catalogued. But rarely lived. Here no one was trying to regulate their breathing. No one paused mid-note because a biometer had shifted from green to amber. They just&#8230; sang. Shelly felt something tighten deep inside her chest, something fragile and almost painful.</p><p>She glanced instinctively at her wrist. The biometer still pulsed there. Still measuring. Still watching. But the numbers meant less here. She stepped closer to the fire.</p><p>The warmth brushed her face, soft and golden. Shadows flickered across the circle of people. An older couple leaned into one another as they sang, their voices rough but steady. A younger pair sat cross-legged, their hands linked loosely between them. No hesitation. No permission requested. Just touch.</p><p>Shelly felt Elias beside her shift slightly, as if he too had been pulled into the gravity of the moment. Without thinking, she reached for his hand. Her fingers slid into his. His skin was warm. Real.</p><p>The contact sent a quiet ripple through her body&#8212;not the sharp spike of adrenaline she had grown used to managing, but something slower, steadier, like warmth spreading outward from a single point. She held his hand gently, almost reverently.</p><p>And for a moment she didn&#8217;t try to regulate anything. Didn&#8217;t slow her breathing. Didn&#8217;t check her pulse. The song deepened. A second guitar joined in somewhere behind the circle, the chords imperfect but sincere. The voices lifted together, blending into something soft and aching and beautiful.</p><p>Shelly felt tears sting faintly at the corners of her eyes, surprising her. She wasn&#8217;t sad. She wasn&#8217;t exactly happy either. It was something stranger than either emotion&#8212;a quiet realization that something enormous had been missing from her life without her ever having the language to name it.</p><p>Inside the system everything was stable. Efficient. Predictable.</p><p>But here&#8212; Here people allowed themselves to feel things without asking whether the feeling was appropriate. Without measuring it. Without moderating it. Her fingers tightened slightly around Elias&#8217;s hand.</p><p>The firelight caught the curve of his face, painting warm shadows along his cheekbones, softening the determined line of his jaw. His eyes were fixed on the singers, but she could feel the subtle tension in him, the same mixture of wonder and disbelief moving through her own chest.</p><p>Four days. The thought moved through her mind quietly. In four days he would be infused. Aligned. His body would no longer surge like this in response to moments like this. The system would smooth those edges away.</p><p>His pulse would stabilize. His emotions would settle into predictable rhythms. He would still be Elias. But not quite this Elias. The one whose hand fit so naturally in hers. The one who looked at a fire-lit village like it might contain the beginning of a different kind of life.</p><p>Shelly squeezed his hand gently. Not tightly. Just enough that he would feel it. He turned toward her then, and for a moment neither of them spoke. The fire crackled softly. The song drifted upward into the dark sky.</p><p>And standing there in the warm glow of the flames, surrounded by strangers who laughed and sang and touched each other without fear, Shelly felt a fragile, dangerous hope begin to bloom inside her chest. Maybe this place could be an answer. Maybe this was what life felt like when it wasn&#8217;t constantly being measured. Maybe&#8212;</p><p>She stopped herself before the thought finished forming. Hope could be reckless. Hope could destroy you. But as the music wrapped around them and Elias&#8217;s hand remained warm and steady inside hers, Shelly allowed herself&#8212;just for that moment&#8212;to stand in the possibility of it. And she didn&#8217;t let go.</p><p>When Ranger came to collect them, Shelly felt as if the air itself had changed inside her lungs.</p><p>She was nearly buzzing.</p><p>Not the sharp, jittering buzz of anxiety her biometer usually punished, but something warmer, fuller, like every sense in her body had been turned up slightly higher than before. The night air felt richer here, heavier with the smell of soil and woodsmoke and cooked food. The firelight had softened the edges of everything&#8212;the huts, the people, even the shadows moving across the packed earth&#8212;and she found herself absorbing it all with a kind of quiet hunger, as if her mind was trying to memorize the texture of this place before the system closed around her again.</p><p>There were so many textures. To people. To things.</p><p>Voices that rose and fell freely without careful modulation. Hands that moved when people spoke, touching shoulders, brushing sleeves, resting easily against one another. Laughter that came out loud and full and uncorrected, not quickly swallowed because someone&#8217;s biometer had flickered amber.</p><p>Even the way people walked felt different here&#8212;unmeasured, unadjusted, bodies moving according to habit and comfort rather than subtle algorithmic correction.</p><p>Shelly felt almost dizzy with it.</p><p>Ranger said very little as he guided them back toward the tunnel entrance, the lantern light gradually thinning behind them as the village disappeared into darkness. The sounds of singing faded slowly until there was only the steady echo of their footsteps against the concrete tunnel walls and the distant drip of water somewhere deep in the hydro-grid.</p><p>Shelly kept her hands folded loosely together in front of her. She was afraid that if she spoke, the wrong emotion might spike through her system and betray how deeply the night had moved her. So she said nothing. Not during the long walk through the tunnels. Not when they emerged again near the perimeter infrastructure.</p><p>Not even when Ranger nodded once and disappeared back into the shadows as quietly as he had first appeared.</p><p>Elias walked beside her in silence as they made their way back through the sleeping corridors of the facility. The maintenance lights hummed faintly overhead. Interfaces flickered softly as the system slowly resumed its full monitoring cycle. Everything felt flatter here. Sterile again. Predictable.</p><p>When they reached the junction where their routes separated, Elias stopped. For a moment Shelly thought he might say something. Ask what she thought. Ask whether the village had changed anything. But he only looked at her for a long second, something complicated moving behind his eyes, and then he gave the smallest nod.</p><p>&#8220;Good night,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;Good night.&#8221;</p><p>The words felt strangely formal after everything they had just seen together. He turned and walked down the corridor toward the transport wing. Shelly watched him go until he disappeared around the corner.Then she turned and walked slowly back to her dorm.</p><p>Her room felt unbearably small. The walls hummed faintly with system infrastructure. The soft glow of her interface cast a sterile blue light across the floor. Shelly sat on the edge of her bed without removing her shoes.</p><p>Purity. The word circled through her mind like a quiet current.</p><p>A place without hyper-supervision. Without monitoring. Without the constant whisper of algorithms interpreting every emotion before she could even understand it herself. A place where people sang around fires. Where children ran barefoot through gardens. Where hands touched without triggering alarms.</p><p>She lay down eventually, staring up at the ceiling while the faint pulse of her biometer reflected against the wall.</p><p>Sleep didn&#8217;t come easily. Instead her mind drifted back through the night in fragments&#8212;the firelight dancing across faces, the warmth of Elias&#8217;s hand in hers, the sound of that slow, plaintive song rising into the dark sky.</p><p>She imagined waking up in that village. Walking through the gardens in the morning light. Learning the rhythm of a life built on skill and effort rather than assignment. Breathing air that didn&#8217;t carry invisible measurements.</p><p>The thought wrapped itself around her like a dream she didn&#8217;t want to wake from.But even inside the dream one question remained. Would Elias go with her? She turned onto her side, pulling the blanket closer as the night stretched on. Four days. If he chose infusion, the decision would vanish forever. If he didn&#8217;t&#8212;Shelly closed her eyes.</p><p>And somewhere between waking and sleep she let herself imagine the two of them walking out of the tunnels together, leaving the system behind, stepping into that warm lantern-lit village as something new and uncertain and entirely their own. The possibility shimmered just beyond reach. And she lay awake for hours, wondering whether hope itself was the most dangerous thing she had allowed into her life.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us Chapter Four]]></title><description><![CDATA[The elders were lighter than they looked.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-four</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-four</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 18 Mar 2026 22:11:44 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!o0ss!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fcbe705f6-a2e8-48b2-8164-1e55a87d6889_1536x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The elders were lighter than they looked. That was the first lie. The second was that they were easy to move. This transport had two hardscape chairs. Shelly stood beside the loading ramp watching the hydraulic platform descend with its low mechanical whine. Hardscape units were designed for structural stability &#8212; reinforced frames, immobile bases, no flex. They didn&#8217;t collapse. They didn&#8217;t fold. They didn&#8217;t forgive mistakes. Neither did the system.</p><p>Kendra adjusted her grip on the lift rail. &#8220;Double load means double audit,&#8221; she muttered.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>&#8220;I know,&#8221; Shelly replied.</p><p>The first elder blinked slowly from within her containment frame, eyes clouded but alert. The second man&#8217;s hands tremored continuously against the restraint bars, thin skin pulled taut over bone. Their bio-tags pulsed weakly in the corner of Shelly&#8217;s interface.</p><p>Fragile. But not useless.</p><p>The route clearance glowed green.</p><p>&#8220;Sector Twelve reroute?&#8221; Kendra asked inquisitively. For someone her age, she sure was sharp.</p><p>Shelly nodded. &#8220;Energy conduits still unstable.&#8221; Or so they said.</p><p>She secured the first hardscape chair. The second took longer &#8212; calibration sensors kept misreading the man&#8217;s pulse because it was so faint. Shelly adjusted the contact pads manually, careful, steady. Her hands were gentle in a way she didn&#8217;t allow herself to be anywhere else.</p><p>The platform rose. The transport sealed. They rolled out. The roads were too quiet.</p><p>Post-explosion quiet had a texture. Air felt thinner. Surveillance drones floated lower. Shelly drove. Kendra was talkative today. Gone was the hesitancy from earlier that week.</p><p>Halfway through the reroute, Shelly saw it. A convoy up ahead. Unmarked. No division insignia. No color coding. No standard escort.</p><p>The lead vehicle swerved deliberately across a transport lane and blocked a medical carrier two units ahead of them.</p><p>Kendra sucked in a breath. So did Shelly: &#8220;That&#8217;s not sanctioned.&#8221; The hijack happened fast. Masked figures in adaptive suits. Signal disruptors deployed. The carrier&#8217;s doors forced open with controlled thermal cutters &#8212; not explosive. Efficient. Targeted. Shelly&#8217;s mind mapped the route instantly. They weren&#8217;t stealing cargo randomly. They were intercepting based on origin.</p><p>Her interface flickered as external comms dropped for seven seconds. Seven seconds was long enough to lose something. Long enough to reroute without record. The convoy peeled off toward an industrial corridor slated for demolition &#8212; Sector Nine perimeter.</p><p>Not a pressure failure. Not a thermal accident. Precision. Her eyes tracked the direction. Where they were headed. And more importantly&#8212; Where they&#8217;d come from. The convoy had emerged from the old hydro-grid channels. Abandoned infrastructure beneath the energy ring. No patrols down there. No civilians. No monitoring worth the cost. Purity didn&#8217;t strike from nowhere. They staged.</p><p>Kendra&#8217;s voice was thin. &#8220;Do we report?&#8221;</p><p>Shelly kept driving. &#8220;Yes.&#8221; But she didn&#8217;t transmit everything she knew. She didn&#8217;t follow the hijacked vehicle. Because following meant documentation. Documentation meant inquiry. Inquiry meant reassignment, possibly permanently. To the colonies. Cold, distant, irreversible. And if she left&#8212;She would not see Elias again. Six days.</p><p>The elders shifted behind them. One coughed. The sound was paper-thin. Shelly delivered them without incident. Logged the route. Filed a partial anomaly report. And memorized the hydro-grid coordinates.</p><p>The temporary canteen in Sector Four smelled like insulation and reheated protein paste. Fold-out tables. Portable heat panels. Emergency lighting still flickering overhead.</p><p>She saw him immediately. Elias was leaning against a support column, sleeves rolled slightly higher than regulation allowed, the burn on his jaw darker now. Healing. Not gone. He watched her approach. Not pretending not to this time.</p><p>&#8220;You saw something,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;You too?&#8221; She asked, surprised.</p><p>He nodded. &#8220;Medical carrier taken near Twelve.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Same convoy,&#8221; she said.</p><p>He shifted closer, lowering his voice. &#8220;They&#8217;re not random. Purity is targeting, extracting specific transports.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;From hydro-grid staging,&#8221; she replied.</p><p>His eyes sharpened. &#8220;You know where they&#8217;re based.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know where they might be.&#8221; The word hung between them. Purity.</p><p>He stepped closer. Too close. Her biometer fluttered at the contact proximity. She exhaled slowly. &#8220;Don&#8217;t spike,&#8221; she murmured.</p><p>&#8220;Trying.&#8221; His hand brushed her wrist. Not gripping. Just resting. Heat spread anyway. She studied him openly now. The cut of his jaw. The way his hair never quite obeyed the system&#8217;s grooming standards. The quiet intensity behind his eyes &#8212; not naive anymore. Awake. Six days. She let her fingers slide up his sleeve &#8212; slow, measured &#8212; until her palm rested against his chest.</p><p>&#8220;Your heart&#8217;s already up,&#8221; she said softly.</p><p>&#8220;Yours too.&#8221; They adjusted instinctively. Breathing slower. Closer without colliding. It was a game now. A dangerous one. His forehead rested lightly against hers.</p><p>&#8220;Where?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Hydro-grid beneath Sector Nine.&#8221;</p><p>He went still.</p><p>&#8220;My next transport runs perimeter Nine.&#8221;</p><p>Her pulse thudded.</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s not a coincidence.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s not.&#8221;</p><p>He tilted his head slightly, their mouths brushing &#8212; not quite a kiss yet.</p><p>&#8220;Come with me,&#8221; he whispered.</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s not my assignment.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>Her biometer pulsed amber. Unauthorized proximity sustained. She should step back. Instead, she lifted her chin. And kissed him. Slow. Careful. Not the explosion heat from before. This was controlled fire. Measured breath against measured breath. Lips moving deliberately. Learning restraint. Learning how to touch without triggering alarms. His hand slid to her waist, stopping just before pressure would register as escalation.</p><p>They moved like they were defusing something. Like one wrong surge would detonate compliance. Her body reacted anyway. A subtle tightening. A warmth spreading low and steady. Her fingers curled into his collar, holding him there. Six days.</p><p>He broke the kiss first, just barely. &#8220;Come with me,&#8221; he said again.</p><p>This time not urgent. Certain. If she went and they were caught&#8212; Colony reassignment. Permanent. She imagined the hydro-grid tunnels. The hijacked convoy. The precision of it. She imagined him infused. Aligned. Calm beside someone else. Her biometer flickered. She reached up and tapped it once &#8212; a warning to herself. Then she looked at him. Studied him. Memorized the exact shade of his eyes in the emergency light.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll come,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>His breath hitched.</p><p>&#8220;It runs close enough,&#8221; she continued. &#8220;If Purity is staging there, we&#8217;ll see movement.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And if we&#8217;re flagged?&#8221;</p><p>She held his gaze.</p><p>&#8220;Then we&#8217;re already too late.&#8221; The overhead speakers crackled again.&#8221; Infusion strengthens collective stability.&#8221; She almost laughed. Six days. The temporary canteen hummed with displaced bodies and quiet panic.</p><p>He touched her cheek once more. Gentle. Reverent. Dangerous.</p><p>&#8220;Six days,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;Then we make them count,&#8221; she replied. And this time, when they kissed again, it wasn&#8217;t rushed. It was intentional.</p><p>The next day she wasn&#8217;t scheduled. That part was easy. No elder transport. No supply audits. No compliance reviews. The hard part was her interface. Every movement. Every route deviation. Every proximity alert. Logged. Time-stamped. Archived. If she could get offline for ninety minutes&#8212; Ninety minutes was enough to accompany Elias on his Sector Nine transport.</p><p>Enough to drive the perimeter. Enough to confirm what they both thought they&#8217;d seen. She stood alone in her dormitory corridor staring at her wrist. The interface band gleamed softly. Seamless. Indestructible. Mostly.</p><p>Her biometer pulsed calm green. She inhaled slowly. One. Two. Three. She lowered her center of gravity. Calculated the angle. Then she threw herself sideways against the concrete floor. Hard. Pain flared through her shoulder and hip. Her biometer exploded in yellow.</p><p><strong>IMPACT DETECTED<br>POSSIBLE FALL EVENT</strong></p><p>She let the momentum carry her wrist down last. And drove it into the ground with more force than the rest of her body. A sharp crack. A white flash behind her eyes. Not bone. Please not bone. She stayed still for half a second. Breathing. Measuring. Pain radiated along her forearm, but it was surface pain. Bruise pain.</p><p>The interface screen flickered. Good. She rolled onto her back and forced her pulse to steady. You fell.You misstepped. You are annoyed. Not panicked. Not planning rebellion.</p><p>Green. Yellow. Green.She flexed her fingers.The interface sputtered once, then dimmed. Not dead. Damaged. Perfect.</p><p>The repair depot smelled like solder and sterilizing foam.The technician barely looked at her.&#8220;Impact event?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Remove.&#8221; She unclasped the band, trying not to feel the nakedness as it left her skin.</p><p>Every instinct in her body screamed at the sudden silence.No pulse display. No compliance ticker. No proximity warnings. Just her own heartbeat. Loud. Too loud. Unmeasured. Untranslated. No color code to tell her if she was safe or slipping. No green to reassure her. No amber to warn her. No red to correct her. The quiet pressed in around her, thick and unfamiliar. For the first time since childhood, her body belonged only to itself &#8212; not to the system, not to the archive, not to the algorithm calculating her stability.</p><p>Her pulse kicked hard against her ribs. Wild. Unwitnessed.</p><p>&#8220;It will be ready at your quarters in two hours,&#8221; the technician said flatly.</p><p>Two hours. She nodded once and walked out. No interface meant no directional overlay. No automatic routing. She had to remember. Sector Nine transport docks were east of the old fabrication wing. She took the wrong corridor first. Then another. Without navigation prompts, the facility felt larger. More maze than mechanism.</p><p>Her nerves climbed. You look suspicious. You&#8217;re walking too fast. Slow down. She adjusted her pace. Neutral expression. Controlled breathing. You are simply a worker between assignments. Her palm brushed the wall at one turn, grounding herself. Left. Down ramp. Across auxiliary storage. The transport bay doors loomed ahead.</p><p>And there he was. Elias stood beside the vehicle, uniform immaculate despite everything. Sleeves pushed slightly too high again, forearms strong and bare where regulation would have covered them. He looked up. Saw her. The smallest shift in his posture &#8212; relief &#8212; before he masked it.</p><p>&#8220;You found it,&#8221; he said evenly.</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t come down here.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re late.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re early.&#8221; His eyes flicked to her bare wrist.</p><p>&#8220;You did it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;For ninety minutes.&#8221;</p><p>His mouth twitched. &#8220;That&#8217;s reckless.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;So are you.&#8221; They didn&#8217;t touch. Not yet. He keyed open the transport.</p><p>&#8220;Passenger manifest adjusted,&#8221; he murmured. &#8220;You&#8217;re listed as auxiliary compliance.&#8221; She almost laughed. Compliance. They sealed the doors. The vehicle hummed to life beneath them.</p><p>Driving with Elias was different than watching him walk. He handled the vehicle with quiet confidence. Smooth acceleration. No jerky corrections. He didn&#8217;t grip the controls too tightly. Didn&#8217;t oversteer. He trusted his hands. She watched the way his jaw flexed when they passed surveillance nodes. The way his gaze flicked to mirrors, to reflections in darkened glass. He wasn&#8217;t naive anymore. 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Three from the center. That&#8217;s what she had tracked yesterday. They slowed slightly. Not enough to flag. Just enough to look. The first tunnel: dark. The second: debris. The third&#8212;Movement. Subtle. A flicker of light not consistent with decay. Temporary shielding rigged inside the opening. Camouflaged thermal panels. A generator hum buried beneath ambient noise. Her pulse surged. No biometer to betray it. Only her body.</p><p>He saw it too. His breath shifted. &#8220;Third,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>A figure stepped briefly into the edge of the tunnel &#8212; masked. Armed. Then gone. The drive-by lasted five seconds. But five seconds was enough. They did not look again. Did not slow further. Did not react. Elias drove on as if they&#8217;d seen nothing more than cracked infrastructure.Her hands were damp. Her heart hammered. Without the interface feeding her numbers, she had to regulate herself manually. Inhale four counts. Hold. Exhale six. Again. You are calm. You are steady. You are not about to be permanently reassigned to the colonies.</p><p>&#8220;What now?&#8221; he asked, eyes forward.</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know yet.&#8221; Shelly said with a sober realization. Because if Purity was organized enough to hijack transports&#8212;they were organized enough to monitor their perimeter.</p><p>They reached the drop point.Turned. Drove back. Neither spoke the entire return route.</p><p>She left him at the docking bay without touching him.That was the hardest part.</p><p>&#8220;Put your interface back on,&#8221; he said softly.</p><p>&#8220;I will.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Six days,&#8221; he reminded her.</p><p>&#8220;Five now,&#8221; she replied.</p><p>His gaze lingered. She turned away before her control slipped and left him behind in his docking bay.</p><p>The repaired biometer was waiting outside her dorm unit when she returned. Delivered early. Too early. Her stomach tightened.She picked it up. The band gleamed flawless. Screen clear. No visible fracture.She slid it onto her wrist.It activated instantly.</p><p><strong>RECONNECTED TO CENTRAL SYSTEM<br>OFFLINE DURATION: 01:37:12<br>ANOMALY FLAG REVIEW PENDING</strong></p><p>Her pulse spiked.She forced it down. Green.Stay green. A new notification blinked into view.</p><p><strong>UNSCHEDULED PROXIMITY: TRANSPORT BAY NINE<br>REVIEW UNDERWAY</strong></p><p>Cold spread through her. They had seen. Not everything. But enough. Her room felt smaller now. Walls closer. Air thinner. She sat on the edge of her bed and pressed her palm against her biometer. Steady. Master it. You are not panicking.</p><p>Five days.</p><p>Purity had a headquarters. The system had suspicion. And she had chosen a side without saying it out loud. The overhead speakers crackled faintly in the distance. Infusion strengthens collective stability. Her heart beat once. Twice. Then steadied. Stability wasn&#8217;t the same as safety. And she was done confusing the two.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us Chapter 3]]></title><description><![CDATA[The goodbye with Elias was hard for Shelly.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-3</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-3</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 15 Mar 2026 16:04:37 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!b-0N!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5adf806b-ac5c-40b4-9155-cf04c5c6de26_1536x1024.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The goodbye with Elias was hard for Shelly. They always were. That was life in the colonies. Some people you meet for five minutes, some for five years. The system decides. Not you. She and Elias had grown close over the last month &#8212; closer than was advisable. From the daring rescue of their beloved elders to siphoning supplies before dawn, to the strange, surprising joy of showing off the colonies to a newcomer who had never seen rust that close or hunger that personal. Now he was gone.</p><p>Shelly found herself housed in a new section &#8212; not surprising. They would never let a bed go vacant longer than a day. As she knew well, staying in one room for more than a month was a luxury, not a right.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Elias Surnho. That was his full name. Corporate-adjacent Level 3. Mother living. Father deceased. She repeated these facts in her head like inventory. It steadied her. Facts were solid. Facts didn&#8217;t leave.</p><p>She knew what goodbye meant. It meant they might never see each other again. It meant no more all-day talking. No more all-day silence side by side. It meant not seeing the way he sighed when exasperated, or how he furrowed his brow when he was trying to understand something he hadn&#8217;t been taught to see.</p><p>The first few days after a reentry were always the hardest. New surroundings. New people. New air. Shelly had a habit &#8212; a quiet ritual of rehearsing her routine in her mind. Step by step. Wake. Dress. Report. Check manifest. Walk the same route. Count the turns. Count the faces. The more she could think through, the more prepared she felt. Preparedness was control. Control was survival.</p><p>It was just another Tuesday inside that new routine when she saw the name. Kendra. Printed cleanly on her transport manifest. Shelly&#8217;s heart skipped &#8212; a sharp, involuntary jolt that annoyed her almost as much as it startled her. Kendra. She wondered how she was. How she&#8217;d fared after the kidnapping. After the clinic. After the quiet panic that followed.</p><p>Being sent to the colonies had been an experience, yes &#8212; but it had also disrupted Shelly&#8217;s carefully constructed order. The elders. Elias. The thefts. The closeness. And now Kendra&#8217;s name sat there like something unfinished. Something returning.</p><p>Kendra. Part of that awful transport. And what followed the thirty-day stay in the colony was the mandatory extra sims training &#8212; a polished, sterile series of modules on how to avoid hijacking. As if a targeted EMP could be avoided. As if the system hadn&#8217;t known exactly where they were vulnerable.</p><p>Where was that training before she was hijacked? Before the sky went white and the transport dropped out of power like a stunned animal? Before her hands went slick on the controls and her breath forgot how to move in and out? That&#8217;s what they don&#8217;t tell you. Not how to avoid the hijacking. How to avoid the panic.</p><p>The simulations were clean. Predictable. You failed, you reset. You adjusted posture. You controlled breathing. You followed protocol. Real panic didn&#8217;t reset. She had completed three transports since reentry. All fine. All routine. No disruptions. No hijack attempts. Not even bad traffic in the corridor lanes. But her nerves had returned in full force.</p><p>She could see it on her biometer before she even felt it in her body. Blood pressure elevated. Heart rate spiking at minor fluctuations in grid signal. Cortisol levels ticking upward during routine docking. Each time. Her body remembered even when her mind told it not to.</p><p>And that, more than anything, unsettled her. The system tracked everything. Heart rate. Blood chemistry. Stress markers. Productivity curves. If they decided her stress response was trending unstable, she could be flagged. Reassigned. Or worse &#8212; evaluated. Shelly closed the manifest and forced her breathing into the slow, even rhythm they&#8217;d drilled into her during sims. Inhale four. Hold four. Release four. Control the body. Control the numbers. Control the story. Shelly went over the loading procedure in her mind, the undocking,  the route, the docking approach, the loading, the route and then the unloading. Those were her steps.</p><p>Kendra boarded the transport without looking up. Shelly noticed it immediately. The way she kept her shoulders tight, chin tucked, eyes scanning before settling. Not casually scanning. Measuring exits. There were faint shadows beneath her eyes. Not from lack of sleep &#8212; from anticipation.</p><p>&#8220;Morning,&#8221; Shelly said, keeping her tone neutral, professional.</p><p>Kendra nodded. &#8220;Morning.&#8221; No warmth, in fact, her voice was steady. Too steady.</p><p>Shelly logged the boarding code, sealed the rear hatch, and powered up. The transport hummed to life. Systems green. Route clean. No flagged anomalies.</p><p>They cleared the first checkpoint without incident. The silence stretched.</p><p>Then Kendra said, quietly, &#8220;They told me it wasn&#8217;t random.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly kept her eyes on the corridor lane. &#8220;The hijacking?&#8221;</p><p>Kendra nodded. &#8220;Ours was the first of three that week.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s grip tightened on the steering column before she could stop herself.</p><p>&#8220;Three?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Different sectors. Different routes. Same pattern. Targeted EMP, timed just before corridor merge. They&#8217;re calling it coordinated now. By Purity.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s pulse thudded once in her ears. The levels on her biometer spiked and beeped. Three elder medical transports intercepted in one week. Hijacked.  Which meant it wasn&#8217;t a fluke. Not bad luck. Not being in the wrong place at the wrong time. And Purity? Who were they?</p><p>&#8220;They didn&#8217;t broadcast that,&#8221; Shelly said.</p><p>&#8220;They didn&#8217;t broadcast a lot of it,&#8221; Kendra replied.</p><p>&#8220;Whose Purity?&#8221; Shelly asked hesitantly.</p><p>&#8220;Rumor has it they are a radical group, don&#8217;t believe in infusion at all, they supposedly live off grid.&#8221;</p><p>They spoke in fragments after that &#8212; as much as protocol and cabin recording tolerances would allow. They avoided certain words. Spoke around them.</p><p>Kendra told her about the debrief. The questions. The subtle implication that the transport driver was partially to blame.</p><p>&#8220;They asked if you hesitated,&#8221; she said with a guilty look.</p><p>&#8220;What did you say?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I said I didn&#8217;t know because I blacked out for three seconds.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly swallowed. She had too. Her focus returned to the route, docking was coming up.</p><p>Luckily docking was smooth. Systems powered down in their usual sequence &#8212; hum, click, silence. Shelly unlatched the rear compartment and stepped back as Kendra stood. For a second, neither of them moved. Then Shelly reached out &#8212; not regulation, not required &#8212; and gave Kendra&#8217;s arm a firm squeeze. Not long enough to draw attention. Just long enough to transfer something human. &#8220;You&#8217;re good for today,&#8221; she said quietly. &#8220;I&#8217;ve got you from here on out.&#8221;</p><p>Kendra&#8217;s eyes flicked up at that. Searching. Wanting to believe it.</p><p>&#8220;From here on out,&#8221; Shelly repeated. Shelly watched until she cleared the gate and disappeared into the receiving corridor. Only then did she allow herself to exhale. Three hijacks. Coordinated. First of three that week. What if there were more? The official feeds were useless &#8212; delayed, scrubbed, polished until nothing sharp remained. Incidents were framed as &#8220;isolated anomalies.&#8221; Disruptions were &#8220;contained events.&#8221; And Purity, who were these people who lived outside the system.</p><p>The only reliable way to know what was actually happening was to stand in a room full of people and listen. Whispers traveled faster than official notices. And there was one such gathering this afternoon. One of those mandatory infusion orientation classes she was required to attend every quarter. Deadly, in their own way.</p><p>Not because of what they did to your body &#8212; that came later &#8212; but because of what they did to your thinking. The repetition. The inevitability. The smiling pairs on screen. The way they talked about optimization as if it were mercy.</p><p>But it was a room full of bodies. Transport. Medical. Corporate adjacent. Colony reassignments. People who had heard things. People who might know if three had become four. People who might whisper about Purity. Shelly checked her biometer again. Heart rate still elevated. Pressure slightly high. Fine. She would go. She would sit through the smiling algorithmic propaganda. 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A milestone. A bureaucratic inevitability. Not immediate. Not personal. Now it had a room number.</p><p>The orientation chamber was cold and too bright. Rows of metal seating. Screens looping smiling, infused pairs walking in synchronized cadence.</p><p>Attachment optimized. Productivity aligned. Emotional variance reduced.</p><p>Shelly sat in one of the back rows. And then she saw him. Elias. He stood near the back, scanning the room the way he always did when he didn&#8217;t understand the architecture of a space yet. Her breath caught before she could control it. Her biometer flickered. He hadn&#8217;t seen her. A facilitator began speaking at the front of the room.</p><p>&#8220;Some of you here today are approaching your infusion eligibility threshold&#8230;&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s eyes flicked to the screen above the door, where individual scheduling windows briefly populated during biometric check-in. She found his name. Elias Surnho.  Infusion scheduled: 7 days. Seven days. Her chest tightened. She had known it was coming. Corporate-adjacent Level 3 candidates rarely aged out without infusion. It was policy. It was trajectory. But knowing in theory was not the same as seeing a date. Seven days and he would be assigned. Seven days and attachment would no longer be unsanctioned. Seven days and whatever this was between them would become&#8230; irrelevant.</p><p>The facilitator continued. &#8220;Post-infusion, pairings are assigned based on compatibility algorithms designed to maximize social and economic stability&#8230;&#8221; Shelly&#8217;s pulse climbed again. She could feel the biometer warming against her wrist. He turned then. Saw her.</p><p>For a moment, something like relief flickered across his face. Then confusion. Then something else. Because he understood the room, too.</p><p>The orientation ended the way they always did. A final slide. A reminder about compliance windows. A soft instrumental score meant to feel hopeful.</p><p>&#8220;Thank you for investing in your future alignment.&#8221; No one moved at first. Then, slowly, the room shifted &#8212; but not toward the exits. They lingered. Shelly had known they would. Orientation days were one of the only sanctioned gatherings where transport, medical, colony workers, and corporate-adjacent could occupy the same space without suspicion. No one ever rushed out. They adjusted sleeves. Checked biometers. Pretended to re-read handouts.</p><p>They listened. Whispers began almost immediately.</p><p>&#8220;Did you hear&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;&#8212;three last week&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;&#8212;not isolated&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Purity, it was them they say &#8211; &#8220;</p><p>&#8220;&#8212;corridor 7 was scrubbed&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>Shelly stayed near the third row, pretending to review the compatibility overview on her tablet. Her pulse ticked up again, but not from fear. From hearing what she wanted to hear. And a little bit, knowing Elias was in the room behind her.</p><p>&#8220;They say Purity is growing,&#8221; she overhead someone whisper.</p><p>And she felt it, her anticipation. Shelly saw Elias before he reached her. Elias moved differently than most in that room. Less measured. Less filtered. He didn&#8217;t pretend to linger. He came straight toward her. Impatient. Almost reckless.</p><p>&#8220;Shelly.&#8221;</p><p>Before she could respond, his hand wrapped around her arm. Harder than necessary. Harder than appropriate in a room full of sensors and compliance watchers.</p><p>&#8220;You aren&#8217;t infusing, are you?&#8221; he said. It wasn&#8217;t accusatory. It was urgent. The words rushed out like he&#8217;d been holding them in since the presentation started. And his biometer was nearly screeching.</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; she exclaimed. She felt the pressure of his grip through the thin fabric of her sleeve. She glanced down at his hand, then back up at him. His grip loosened but didn&#8217;t lesson entirely.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re scheduled,&#8221; she said quietly. He didn&#8217;t answer that. Around them, the hum of conversation swelled and dipped with whispers of the attacks and Purity. Someone laughed too loudly at the back of the room. A facilitator pretended not to watch.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re accelerating some,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Corporate-adjacent first. Colony transfers next. They&#8217;re calling it optimization, but it&#8217;s&#8230;&#8221; He stopped himself. It&#8217;s containment. He didn&#8217;t say it. He didn&#8217;t need to.</p><p>Shelly gently but deliberately pried his fingers from her arm. &#8220;You can&#8217;t grab me like that,&#8221; she murmured.</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221; His eyes were brighter than she&#8217;d ever seen them. Not na&#239;ve now. Not confused. Shelly held his gaze.</p><p>They left the orientation building separately. Protocol. Three minutes apart. No synchronized exits. No visible clustering.</p><p>They met two corridors down near a food stall that served the same nutrient bowls every evening &#8212; gray base, green protein strips, something pretending to be spice. Dinner, as far as the system was concerned. They stood shoulder to shoulder at the counter, not facing each other.</p><p>&#8220;Zone 12?&#8221; Elias asked lightly, as if choosing a table.</p><p>&#8220;Too exposed,&#8221; Shelly replied. &#8220;Zone 9.&#8221;</p><p>They carried their trays to a dimmer section of the canteen, where the lighting flickered and the audio dampeners occasionally glitched. Not private. Nothing was private. But less amplified.</p><p>For a moment they ate in silence. Then Elias said, low, &#8220;It&#8217;s not just people transports.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly didn&#8217;t look at him. &#8220;What did you hear?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Two large supply transports this week. Medical and agricultural. Both hit. Both stripped.&#8221;</p><p>Her fork paused midair. &#8220;Stripped?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Not vandalized. Not destroyed. Targeted removal. Specific crates.&#8221;</p><p>Her mind moved quickly. Medical. Agricultural. Insulin. Antibiotics. Seed concentrates. Nutrient packs. She swallowed slowly. &#8220;They say its Purity, do you know them?&#8221;</p><p>Elias didn&#8217;t answer immediately. Around them, the temporary canteen buzzed with displaced workers and low-voiced speculation. Overhead, the stabilizing mantra looped again &#8212; soft, clinical. &#8220;Infusion strengthens collective stability.&#8221;</p><p>Elias lowered his voice. &#8220;They&#8217;re not just a rumor.&#8221;</p><p>She held his gaze.</p><p>&#8220;Purity started as an anti-infusion network,&#8221; he continued. &#8220;Small at first. Anonymous forums. Data leaks. Claims that alignment wasn&#8217;t about compatibility &#8212; it was about control.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s fingers tightened slightly around her fork.</p><p>&#8220;They believe infusion severs something essential,&#8221; he said. &#8220;That emotional volatility isn&#8217;t a flaw. That attachment shouldn&#8217;t be assigned. That once you&#8217;re infused, you&#8217;re easier to predict. Easier to manage.&#8221;</p><p>Her throat went dry.</p><p>&#8220;They refuse biometrics,&#8221; he added. &#8220;No interfaces. No biometer bands. No tracking. They live completely outside the system.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Outside?&#8221; she repeated.</p><p>&#8220;In the dead zones. Old hydro-grids. Abandoned infrastructure. Agricultural perimeters. Anywhere the signal thins.&#8221; His eyes flicked briefly toward her wrist, then back to her face. &#8220;They call it living unfiltered. Unaligned. Pure.&#8221;</p><p>Thus the name. She let that settle. No pulse display. No compliance ticker.  No proximity warnings. Just your own heartbeat.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;ve grown,&#8221; Elias said. &#8220;Especially since the infusion age window tightened. Every time the system accelerates alignment, recruitment spikes. People don&#8217;t like being told who to love.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re stealing insulin,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;They say they&#8217;re redistributing it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;To who?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;To communities that refuse registration. To elders who won&#8217;t submit to cognitive stabilization. To anyone who opts out.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt the shape of it forming. An anti-infusion society. Untracked. Unmeasured. Increasingly organized.</p><p>&#8220;They don&#8217;t just reject infusion,&#8221; she said slowly. &#8220;They reject the entire architecture.&#8221;</p><p>Elias nodded once. &#8220;No biometrics. No proximity thresholds. No assigned mates. No colony compliance.&#8221;</p><p>Her pulse ticked upward despite her effort.</p><p>&#8220;And the attacks?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>&#8220;Officially? Thermal failures. Pressure anomalies.&#8221; His jaw tightened. &#8220;Unofficially? Strategic strikes against infrastructure that supports infusion rollouts.&#8221;</p><p>She stared down at her tray. If Purity dismantled energy conduits and hijacked transports, they weren&#8217;t fringe anymore. They were escalating.</p><p>&#8220;They think the system hollowed out something human,&#8221; Elias said quietly. &#8220;They think infusion makes you&#8230; quieter.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s mind flashed to the corridor. To his hands on her waist. To the kiss that had set her biometer screaming. &#8220;They&#8217;re not wrong,&#8221; she said before she could stop herself.</p><p>Elias studied her carefully. &#8220;You sound like you&#8217;ve been thinking about it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You have seven days,&#8221; she replied. The words hung between them. Seven days until his infusion. Seven days until alignment. Seven days until his pulse would belong to someone chosen by algorithm instead of instinct.</p><p>&#8220;If Purity keeps growing,&#8221; Elias said, &#8220;the system will clamp down harder. Faster infusions. Shorter windows. Less choice.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Less resistance,&#8221; she corrected. He leaned in slightly, not touching her, but close enough that she could feel the heat of him.</p><p>&#8220;They believe love should be chosen,&#8221; he said quietly. &#8220;Not assigned.&#8221; Her biometer fluttered at the proximity. She steadied her breathing.</p><p>&#8220;And they&#8217;re willing to blow up conduits to prove it?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They think disruption is the only language the system hears.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly absorbed that.</p><p>Purity wasn&#8217;t chaos. It was ideology. Anti-infusion. Anti-assignment. Anti-surveillance. A society built on unmonitored emotion. She imagined living without a band around her wrist. Without the constant hum of measurement. Without the color codes. Just her own heartbeat. Loud. Too loud.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re dangerous,&#8221; she said finally.</p><p>Elias didn&#8217;t disagree.</p><p>&#8220;So is infusion,&#8221; he replied.</p><p>&#8220;Do you think that was what we stumbled upon?&#8221; she asked quietly. &#8220;The stolen supplies?&#8221;</p><p>He finally turned to look at her.</p><p>&#8220;You mean the crates near the clinic?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>The elders. The hidden stash. The way it had appeared almost too precisely.</p><p>If those transports had been hit&#8230; If specific crates had been removed&#8230; If they had found exactly what was needed and no more&#8230; Her chest tightened.</p><p>&#8220;If that&#8217;s what we found,&#8221; she continued, voice steady but thinner now, &#8220;then Purity is using the colonies as a hideout.&#8221;</p><p>Elias leaned back slightly, scanning the room the way he did when his mind raced.</p><p>&#8220;The colonies are chaotic,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Under-resourced. Undermonitored. Perfect for storage.&#8221; &#8220;Or distribution,&#8221; she added.</p><p>Neither of them spoke for several seconds. Around them, utensils clinked. A laugh broke out from a table near the back. A screen on the far wall cycled through compliance messaging about infusion harmony. Three coordinated hijacks. Two stripped supply transports. Medical crates appearing in a colony clinic. Not random.</p><p>&#8220;Shelly,&#8221; Elias said quietly, &#8220;what if the hijacks aren&#8217;t just theft?&#8221;</p><p>She didn&#8217;t answer immediately. Because she was thinking the same thing. What if they were diversion? What if the EMP wasn&#8217;t about stealing one vehicle &#8212; but about drawing attention, shifting patrol routes, overwhelming reporting systems? What if something larger was moving under the noise?</p><p>She looked down at her biometer again. Her pulse was climbing.</p><p>&#8220;You think it&#8217;s organized,&#8221; she said finally.</p><p>&#8220;I think it&#8217;s intentional.&#8221; He said with a finality.</p><p>She met his eyes. His eyes were so inviting. She kept getting distracted.</p><p>&#8220;And if it&#8217;s intentional,&#8221; she said softly, &#8220;then Purity has a plan.&#8221; The word <em>intentional</em> lingered between them.</p><p>The canteen noise swelled and dipped. Someone dropped a tray. A compliance announcement blinked silently across the far wall: <em>Infusion strengthens collective stability.</em></p><p>Elias&#8217;s jaw tightened. &#8220;They&#8217;re accelerating infusion,&#8221; he said. &#8220;You heard it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I heard it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re tightening assignment windows.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I heard that too.&#8221;</p><p>His fingers were still on his tray, knuckles pale. &#8220;Shelly,&#8221; he said, and this time her name wasn&#8217;t analytical. It wasn&#8217;t strategic. It was almost desperate. She felt it then &#8212; the thing she&#8217;d been holding at bay since the orientation room. Seven days.</p><p>He stood abruptly. &#8220;Walk with me,&#8221; he said. Not loud. Not forceful. Just enough.</p><p>They disposed of their trays and moved toward the outer corridor &#8212; the one that looped around the service docks where lighting dimmed and traffic thinned between shifts.</p><p>They didn&#8217;t touch at first. Didn&#8217;t look at each other. But the air between them felt charged. Too close. Too aware. Both their biometers teetered on triggering.</p><p>&#8220;You can&#8217;t grab me like that in a room full of sensors,&#8221; she said quietly as they turned the corner.</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221;</p><p>She stopped walking. He took two more steps before realizing she&#8217;d paused. The corridor hummed softly. No cameras in direct line of sight &#8212; at least none obvious. The vents above rattled intermittently, masking audio spikes.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t know what it&#8217;s like in corporate-adjacent,&#8221; he said. &#8220;They don&#8217;t call it pairing. They call it alignment. They call it enhancement. They call it stability.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And I don&#8217;t want to be stabilized.&#8221;</p><p>That landed.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s breath slowed. Then stuttered. &#8220;You&#8217;re scheduled,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Seven days.&#8221;</p><p>His eyes flickered. &#8220;You saw.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I always see,&#8221; she said with a half smile. He gave a humorless half-smile.</p><p>&#8220;Then you know I don&#8217;t want it.&#8221;</p><p>Silence again. Closer now. She could see the pulse in his throat. Feel the warmth radiating from him in the cool corridor air.</p><p>&#8220;You think I don&#8217;t feel this?&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>The words were dangerous. She should have stepped back. Should have reminded him of sensors. Of tracking. Of compatibility algorithms already calculating futures neither of them had chosen. Instead she said, &#8220;We don&#8217;t get to feel things.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That&#8217;s the point.&#8221;</p><p>His hand found her wrist again &#8212; not gripping this time. Just holding.</p><p>&#8220;Tell me you don&#8217;t want this,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Her biometer buzzed softly &#8212; stress threshold rising.</p><p>She ignored it.</p><p>&#8220;Elias&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>He moved first &#8212; hesitant, almost unsure &#8212; as if giving her time to stop him. She didn&#8217;t. The kiss was not graceful. It wasn&#8217;t cinematic. It was sudden. Urgent. Almost clumsy. Weeks of restraint collapsing into something unsanctioned and human. His hand slid to her jaw. Hers fisted in the front of his shirt. It was heat and fear and relief all at once. And underneath it &#8212; ticking. Seven days. She broke it first. Their biometers screeched in unison.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png" width="1024" height="1536" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1536,&quot;width&quot;:1024,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:2006674,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/i/190943858?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!ozh4!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F8078441f-0a92-4d0d-95dc-43a9826cebdb_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>&#8220;We can&#8217;t,&#8221; she whispered.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t let go immediately. &#8220;I know.&#8221; But he didn&#8217;t step back either.</p><p>For a moment, they stayed there &#8212; foreheads touching, breath shared, the world narrowed to the thin slice of corridor between them. The beeping from her biometer, it pulsed again. Elevated. Sustained.</p><p>He exhaled slowly, like he was trying to memorize the air between them.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;ll flag the spike,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;They flag everything.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That wasn&#8217;t nothing.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; he said. &#8220;It wasn&#8217;t.&#8221;</p><p>The vents rattled overhead. A cart rolled somewhere beyond the service doors. Ordinary sounds. Ordinary world. Their lives continuing in straight, compliant lines. Elias pulled back first this time &#8212; not far. Just enough to look at her. &#8220;Seven days,&#8221; he said again. Not as a deadline. As a threat.</p><p>Shelly swallowed. &#8220;Infusion isn&#8217;t immediate. You know that. It phases in.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Neural smoothing. Emotional recalibration. Memory prioritization.&#8221; His voice had gone flat &#8212; quoting policy. &#8220;I won&#8217;t be me.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll be you,&#8221; she said automatically.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ll be aligned.&#8221;</p><p>That word hung between them like something sour.</p><p>She forced herself to step back. Space. She needed space to think.</p><p>&#8220;They don&#8217;t erase you,&#8221; she said. &#8220;They optimize you.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And if what I feel right now isn&#8217;t optimal?&#8221;</p><p>Her throat tightened. They stood in silence again. The corridor lights flickered faintly &#8212; scheduled energy dip before shift change. Elias ran a hand through his hair, pacing once, then stopping. &#8220;Corporate-adjacent isn&#8217;t like general population, Shelly. They don&#8217;t just stabilize moods. They refine attachment vectors. They remove&#8230; deviation.&#8221; The word landed hard.</p><p>She understood then. Not fully &#8212; but enough. &#8220;You&#8217;re paired already,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t answer. That was answer enough.</p><p>&#8220;With who?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Does it matter?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>His jaw worked. &#8220;Board liaison. High-index compatibility. Strategically beneficial.&#8221;</p><p>Of course. She let out a slow breath she didn&#8217;t know she&#8217;d been holding. &#8220;So this,&#8221; she gestured faintly between them, &#8220;is deviation.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And if they detect it?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They won&#8217;t.&#8221;</p><p>Her biometer buzzed again, louder this time. She turned her wrist inward to mute it manually.</p><p>&#8220;You can&#8217;t outrun system tracking,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; he agreed. &#8220;But we can confuse it.&#8221;</p><p>That got her attention.</p><p>&#8220;How?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Data overlap. Proximity normalization. Gradual exposure so it doesn&#8217;t spike anomaly thresholds.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You want to algorithmically normalize a forbidden attachment?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>A flicker of something almost like a smile crossed his face. &#8220;You&#8217;re the pragmatist.&#8221;</p><p>She hated that her brain was already mapping possibilities. Staggered proximity. Controlled stress variance. Co-located task requests.  Sub-threshold contact. If they moved slowly. If they avoided surges like the one that just happened. If they kept everything just below flag levels. It wasn&#8217;t impossible. It was just dangerous.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re scheduled for infusion in seven days,&#8221; she said. &#8220;That window closes fast.&#8221;</p><p>He didn&#8217;t argue.</p><p>&#8220;After that,&#8221; she continued, more quietly, &#8220;they lock your attachment pathways.&#8221;</p><p>He held her gaze. &#8220;They optimize them.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;They assign them.&#8221;</p><p>His jaw tightened.</p><p>Infusion wasn&#8217;t just mood regulation. Everyone knew that. It wasn&#8217;t just neural smoothing and stress dampening. Corporate-adjacent protocols went further. They mapped desire. Redirected it. Strengthened what served structural stability. Weakened what didn&#8217;t. Pairing became preference.  Preference became loyalty.  Loyalty became devotion.</p><p>Seven days from now, his neurochemical reward centers would recalibrate around whoever he was aligned to. Oxytocin triggers re-routed. Dopamine reinforcement loops reassigned. Memory weighting adjusted so that the chosen bond felt inevitable. Natural. Right.</p><p>&#8220;And if they align you to her,&#8221; Shelly said carefully, &#8220;you won&#8217;t feel this anymore.&#8221;</p><p>He didn&#8217;t answer immediately. &#8220;That&#8217;s the point,&#8221; he said finally.</p><p>Her stomach dropped. &#8220;You won&#8217;t miss it,&#8221; she pressed. &#8220;You won&#8217;t ache. You won&#8217;t question it. The system will make her make sense.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It will make her feel like the only viable option.&#8221; He agreed.</p><p>&#8220;And me?&#8221; she asked before she could stop herself. A flicker crossed his face &#8212; something like pain.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ll downgrade,&#8221; he said. &#8220;Peripheral. Non-priority memory. Contextual acquaintance.&#8221; The words were clinical. Clean. Devastating. Not erased. Just&#8230; dimmed.</p><p>Shelly forced air into her lungs. &#8220;You&#8217;d still remember me.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Intellectually.&#8221; Not emotionally. That was worse.</p><p>&#8220;Infusion doesn&#8217;t delete data,&#8221; he continued. &#8220;It reprioritizes it. Emotional salience shifts. Attachment energy consolidates. Everything else becomes inefficient noise.&#8221;</p><p>Noise. She had spent her life being efficient. Controlled. Useful. She had not planned on becoming noise.</p><p>&#8220;Then we move fast,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; she corrected immediately. &#8220;We move invisibly.&#8221;</p><p>If they spiked too high &#8212; if the system detected pre-alignment bonding strong enough to threaten assigned pairing &#8212; his infusion parameters would tighten. They would deepen the alignment protocol.</p><p>Overcorrect. Their eyes locked again. A choice forming. Not romantic. Strategic. He stepped closer &#8212; not touching her. Just close enough that the space between them felt charged, precarious.</p><p>&#8220;If I go through infusion aligned to someone else,&#8221; he said quietly, &#8220;I won&#8217;t fight it.&#8221;</p><p>That was the part that scared her. Not the system.  Not the sensors.  Not the compliance boards. The fact that once the neural weighting shifted, he wouldn&#8217;t want to fight it. He would wake up eight days from now and feel relief in the presence of another woman. Comfort. Desire. Certainty. The kind of certainty the system promised. And whatever this was &#8212; corridor heat, unsanctioned pulse spikes, the way his hand had fit at her jaw &#8212; would feel illogical. Embarrassing. Wrong.</p><p>&#8220;You won&#8217;t even know you lost something,&#8221; she said.</p><p>His voice dropped. &#8220;No.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And I&#8217;ll still know.&#8221; That landed harder than anything else. For the first time, something like fear moved behind his eyes. Seven days.</p><p>After that, he wouldn&#8217;t choose her.</p><p>Silence pressed in again. Down the hall, footsteps approached faintly &#8212; shift turnover. Shelly straightened automatically. Mask sliding back into place. Composure. Neutral pulse. &#8220;We go back separately,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Three-minute delay.&#8221; He nodded.</p><p>&#8220;And Elias?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yeah.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;If we do this&#8230; we don&#8217;t get sloppy again.&#8221;</p><p>His gaze dropped briefly to her mouth. Then back to her eyes.</p><p>&#8220;Understood.&#8221; He turned first this time, walking toward the inner corridor without looking back.</p><p>She watched him walk away. Not because she meant to. Because she couldn&#8217;t help herself. Elias didn&#8217;t rush like the others did. Even now, he moved with that same deliberate stride &#8212; shoulders squared, head level, like he was navigating toward something instead of away from it. He didn&#8217;t scan frantically. He didn&#8217;t shrink.</p><p>He directed himself. That was the part that unsettled her. Most people here were directed by the system. He walked as if he still believed in choosing.</p><p>Her mouth tingled. The corridor thinned, swallowed him in increments &#8212; first the angle of his shoulder, then the steady line of his back, then the cadence of his steps. She memorized it. The way his weight shifted slightly to the left on the third stride. The subtle lift of his chin when he passed an Administrator without slowing. The way he didn&#8217;t look back.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t look back. That stung more than it should have. She waited. One breath. Two. Three. Her biometer hummed against her pulse. The red indicators faded to amber. Amber to neutral, neutral to green.</p><p><strong>PHYSIOLOGICAL RANGE RETURNING TO BASELINE.</strong></p><p>&#8220;Infusion strengthens collective stability.&#8221; The announcement repeated overhead, smooth and disembodied. &#8220;Infusion strengthens collective stability.&#8221; She swallowed. Stability meant predictability.  Predictability meant no more corridor fires.  No more biometer shrieks.  No more reckless kisses in maintenance shafts. No more this. Seven days.</p><p>In seven days he would walk into a sterile chamber.  In seven days he would be neurologically aligned to someone selected by algorithm and psychological pairing metrics.  In seven days his body would calm at another person&#8217;s proximity.</p><p>He would not spike for her. He would not burn for her. He would not remember the corridor heat as anything more than adrenaline misread. Her stomach tightened.</p><p>A group of workers brushed past her, murmuring speculation about Sector Twelve. Someone said &#8220;pressure anomaly.&#8221; Someone else whispered &#8220;attack.&#8221; The word Purity flickered in her thoughts like contraband.</p><p>She barely heard them. She was still standing in the echo of him. Seven days. Unless they moved faster. Unless Purity moved first. Unless the system decided that stability required immediate correction. Her biometer pulsed once more &#8212; a faint residual echo. She pressed her palm against it. &#8220;Stabilize,&#8221; she whispered. But the word felt wrong in her mouth. Because what she felt wasn&#8217;t instability. It was clarity. And clarity was far more dangerous. She turned toward her assigned corridor at last, smoke still threading the air, alarms dimming into background noise.</p><p>Seven days. She could survive seven days. And its aftermath.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us: Chapter 2]]></title><description><![CDATA[The notice arrived as soon as she powered up her replacement interface.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-2</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-2</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 11 Mar 2026 22:35:33 GMT</pubDate><enclosure 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To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>The language was clean. Bloodless. Efficient. Shelly read it twice, then a third time, as if somewhere between the lines it might acknowledge the six elders currently alive because she had deviated. There was no space in the form for &#8220;prevented hijacking.&#8221; There was no dropdown for &#8220;daring escape.&#8221; Only metrics.</p><p>She was required to appear before Oversight Review within 24 hours. Her biometer remained green. Barely.</p><p>That afternoon, the hearing chamber was white in the way only optimized spaces could be&#8212;light calibrated to flatter skin tone, air temperature regulated to reduce agitation. Three panelists sat across from her, all preserved somewhere between thirty-two and thirty-five. Smooth hands. Smooth foreheads. Decades hidden in plain sight.</p><p>Shelly sat alone at the lower table.</p><p>&#8220;Transport Operator Shelly Marin,&#8221; the center panelist began, eyes scanning a floating display. &#8220;You engaged in unauthorized rerouting, disabled external tracking, and commandeered a medical response shuttle.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I prevented a kidnapping of registered elders,&#8221; she said evenly.</p><p>The panelist&#8217;s lips twitched&#8212;almost sympathetic, but not quite. &#8220;That determination is outside your scope.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;My scope is their safety.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Your scope is compliance.&#8221; The word landed with the weight of finality.</p><p>She wanted to say: Compliance with what? With who? With a system that classifies eighty-seven-year-olds as variance assets? But she already knew the answer. With design.</p><p>&#8220;You were assigned transport,&#8221; another panelist added. &#8220;You are not authorized to adequate assess emergency situations.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt the old nerves rise&#8212;the ones from loading docks and narrow ramps&#8212;but here they felt different. Smaller. Futile.</p><p>&#8220;You are receiving a formal write-up and probationary review,&#8221; the center panelist continued. &#8220;Further deviation may result in reassignment. As it is, you will be temporarily reassigned to the colonies for 30 days.&#8221;</p><p>Reassignment. In the colonies, reassignment often meant sanitation crews. Hazard reclamation. Off-grid maintenance without hazard insurance.</p><p>&#8220;Yes, ma&#8217;am,&#8221; Shelly said. Indignant. Furious. Contained. Because there was nothing she could do. The system was working exactly as designed. Her biometer was going off. Breathe. Breathe.</p><p>As she was leaving and trying to calm her anger, she saw him.  Elias stood near the exit corridor, hands in his pockets. He looked the same&#8212;middle-class steady. Clean jacket. Controlled posture. The kind of man who had likely sat in rooms like this and believed they meant fairness.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not surprised,&#8221; he said quietly when she stepped out.</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221; She shrugged. &#8220;They kept it procedural.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Of course they did.&#8221; He studied her face, searching for fracture. &#8220;You all right?&#8221;</p><p>She considered the question honestly. &#8220;No,&#8221; she said. &#8220;But I&#8217;m intact.&#8221;</p><p>A flicker of something&#8212;respect, maybe&#8212;crossed his features.</p><p>&#8220;They wrote me up too, they are sending me to the colonies too&#8221; he said. &#8220;Interference with authorized medical collection.&#8221;</p><p>She almost laughed at that.</p><p>&#8220;Medical Collection,&#8221; she repeated.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>They stood there for a moment in the sterile corridor, the weight of bureaucratic language still clinging to them.</p><p>&#8220;Are you hungry?&#8221; he asked finally.</p><p>The question startled her.</p><p>She hadn&#8217;t eaten since breakfast.</p><p>&#8220;Yes,&#8221; she admitted.</p><p>The restaurant was not colony-class. It wasn&#8217;t executive-tier either. Middle grid. Polished but not ostentatious. Soft lighting. Real cutlery. Shelly was acutely aware of the difference. In the colonies, tables were bolted to floors. Lighting flickered. Food came in ration blocks or printed starch sheets. Here, menus were tactile. The air didn&#8217;t smell faintly metallic.</p><p>Elias ordered without looking at the price column. She noticed. He noticed her noticing.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t have to&#8212;&#8221; she began.</p><p>&#8220;I know,&#8221; he said gently. Her nerves were tangled now. Not fear. Not anger. Something looser. More dangerous.</p><p>&#8220;You grew up in the outer grid,&#8221; he said, not as accusation but recognition.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I didn&#8217;t.&#8221; He stated.</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221; She stated back to him. Matter of factly.</p><p>&#8220;I thought infusion was just progress,&#8221; he said. &#8220;I thought everyone eventually had access.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly traced the condensation on her water glass. &#8220;Access is a tiered word,&#8221; she replied.</p><p>He nodded slowly.</p><p>The food arrived. Real vegetables. Protein not synthesized. She ate carefully at first, then with hunger.</p><p>&#8220;You were furious in there,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;I saved six elders.&#8221; She said exasperated.</p><p>&#8220;I know.  And they reduced it to procedural deviation. That&#8217;s what systems do,&#8221; he said. &#8220;They flatten.&#8221;</p><p>She looked at him then. &#8220;You don&#8217;t talk like someone who&#8217;s about to freeze himself at thirty-five.&#8221;</p><p>His mouth curved slightly. &#8220;I haven&#8217;t decided.&#8221;</p><p>Her pulse shifted. &#8220;Why not?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Because I don&#8217;t want to preserve myself inside something I don&#8217;t believe in.&#8221; The steadiness in his voice unsettled her more than anger would have.</p><p>She was drawn to it&#8212;the calm, the confidence of someone who had never had to claw for stability. The way he occupied space without apology. He was drawn to something in her too; she could feel it in the way his eyes held when she spoke. Not pity. Not fascination. Respect.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re going to get permanently reassigned if you speak like that again,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;I know.&#8221; She stated</p><p>&#8220;And you&#8217;d do it again.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; Shelly had no hesitation.</p><p>He leaned back slightly, studying her as if recalculating the trajectory of his own life.</p><p>&#8220;You make things very clear,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;I do most things in sequence,&#8221; she replied.</p><p>That made him laugh softly. The sound did something unexpected inside her chest&#8212;unclenched something. Her nerves were still there, but they were rearranging themselves into something else now. Curiosity. Heat. Risk. She was aware of the difference between them&#8212;the tiers, the upbringing, the access. He had been given choices she&#8217;d never seen. And yet he had sat in that white room and been written up alongside her.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t belong in the colonies,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>&#8220;No. Either do you.&#8221; He said.  They held each other&#8217;s gaze. The system had stratified them since birth&#8212;infusion access, employment tier, housing allocation. But here they were, eating the same meal, sanctioned by the same bureaucracy, aligned by the same defiance. Outside, the city lights hummed in optimized rhythm. Inside, Shelly felt something unfamiliar and destabilizing. Not fear. Not resolve. Something softer. And far more dangerous.</p><p>The reassignment notice came in blue on their interfaces, blue meant temporary but non-negotiable.</p><blockquote><p>Thirty days. Colonial Residency Mandate.<br> Operational Observation Status.<br> Access Tier Suspended.</p></blockquote><p>Shelly read it once and felt the old, familiar drop in her stomach. Elias read his and went very still.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re sending us where?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Home,&#8221; she said.</p><p>The colonies were not a single place. That was the first lie the inner grid told. They were a system of containment organized in concentric circles, built in the early 2080s after the Urban Stability Act relocated &#8220;non-optimized populations&#8221; away from corporate districts.</p><p>Circular grids.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hkeg!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff451f966-0454-4f4b-8e44-857887b56d54_1536x1024.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hkeg!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff451f966-0454-4f4b-8e44-857887b56d54_1536x1024.png 424w, 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Unregulated. Minimal surveillance. No infusion clinics. No active enforcement except perimeter containment. It was cheaper, the government had decided, to let instability self-regulate than to subsidize correction. Criminal records pooled there. Addiction pooled there. Violence pooled there.</p><p>&#8220;Zone Zero runs on barter and blood,&#8221; Shelly said as their transport shuttle descended toward the outer rings. &#8220;You don&#8217;t go in unless you have to.&#8221;</p><p>Elias stared through the viewport. The circles were visible from above&#8212;bands of different density radiating outward from a dark core. The further from the center, the more infrastructure stabilized.</p><blockquote><p>Zone One: salvage and heavy labor.<br>Zone Two: manufacturing overflow.<br>Zone Three: patchwork housing.<br>Zone Four: outer grid.</p></blockquote><p>Shelly had grown up in Zone Four. Poor, yes. But safer. More infrastructure. Clinics that functioned intermittently. Schools that operated when teachers weren&#8217;t reassigned. Solar scaffolding strung between leaning towers. Open-air markets stitched together from tarp and stubbornness. From above, it looked chaotic. From within, it was organized survival.</p><p>Elias swallowed. &#8220;There&#8217;s no visible perimeter security inside the rings,&#8221; he observed.</p><p>&#8220;There doesn&#8217;t need to be,&#8221; Shelly replied. &#8220;The perimeter is outside. No one leaves without clearance. The circles keep you where you are.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And Zone Zero?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t survive there unless you&#8217;re already hardened.&#8221;</p><p>Their shuttle docked at Zone Four intake. The air was thicker here. Warmer. Less filtered. Real. Shelly stepped out first.</p><p>The ground felt different under her boots&#8212;uneven composite, patched over a hundred times. Towers rose in mismatched stacks, some metal, some concrete, some 3D-printed shells retrofitted from disaster housing stock after the 2043 climate migrations. Laundry lines crisscrossed above narrow corridors. Solar panels leaned at imperfect angles. Water tanks hummed softly overhead. Children ran barefoot past the intake gate, weaving through carts and food stalls. A woman shouted prices for lentils and hydro-grown greens. A man soldered wiring with tools older than both of them.</p><p>Elias stood beside her, quiet. &#8220;This is Zone Four?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s&#8230; structured.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly glanced at him. &#8220;What did you expect?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Lawless.&#8221;</p><p>She snorted softly. &#8220;That&#8217;s Zone Zero. And even that has rules. Just not yours.&#8221;</p><p>They were assigned shared housing&#8212;Administrative Efficiency Measure, the notice read. Two cots in a narrow unit with a small cooking station and shared sanitation access down the corridor.</p><p>Elias stepped inside and paused.</p><p>The ceiling fan rattled faintly. The walls were patched in places where previous tenants had reinforced cracks with adhesive mesh. The window didn&#8217;t quite seal.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s loud,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Shelly tilted her head. It was. Not city-hum loud. Not traffic loud.Human loud. Neighbors arguing. Someone playing music too high on a speaker that crackled. A baby crying. Dishes clanging. Laughter somewhere close.</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s alive,&#8221; she corrected.</p><p>He set his bag down carefully, as if afraid the floor might object. &#8220;There&#8217;s no climate regulation,&#8221; he observed.</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221; She stated.</p><p>&#8220;No ambient stabilization.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221; She repeated.</p><p>&#8220;No infusion clinic.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221; Shelly was shaking her head.</p><p>He looked at her.</p><p>&#8220;You grew up here.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; She watched the realization settle across his face&#8212;the gap between policy briefings and proximity.</p><p>&#8220;They call this non-optimized living,&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>Shelly shrugged. &#8220;We call it living.&#8221;</p><p>That evening she walked him through the outer grid. &#8220;Stay on the lit corridors,&#8221; she instructed. &#8220;If you hear a commotion, don&#8217;t stare. Don&#8217;t intervene unless you&#8217;re ready to finish it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Finish it?&#8221; he echoed.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; She nodded.</p><p>They passed a water distribution point where residents queued with battered containers. Passed a makeshift clinic staffed by a nurse who ran diagnostics on refurbished machines donated three tiers down from corporate surplus.</p><p>Elias slowed at the clinic entrance.</p><p>&#8220;They don&#8217;t have nano-maintenance here,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;Only emergency,&#8221; Shelly replied. &#8220;And even that&#8217;s rationed.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And aging?&#8221;</p><p>She looked at him. &#8220;Accelerates when you can&#8217;t afford maintenance.&#8221;</p><p>A group of older men sat on overturned crates playing a card game with worn plastic decks. Real age marked their faces&#8212;creases deepened by sun and work.</p><p>Elias stared.</p><p>&#8220;In the inner grid,&#8221; he said slowly, &#8220;you rarely see anyone past forty.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly nodded.</p><p>&#8220;Here you see sixty,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Sometimes seventy.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And in Zone Zero?&#8221;</p><p>She didn&#8217;t answer immediately.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t count age in Zone Zero,&#8221; she said finally. &#8220;You count survival.&#8221;</p><p>They stopped at a food stall Shelly knew. The vendor greeted her by name.</p><p>&#8220;You back for good?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Thirty days,&#8221; she said.</p><p>The vendor eyed Elias. &#8220;He&#8217;ll learn,&#8221; Shelly added.</p><p>Elias offered an awkward nod. They carried their food back toward the housing block.</p><p>&#8220;You said the innermost ring is the most dangerous,&#8221; Elias said.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; She stated clearly.</p><p>&#8220;Why design it that way?&#8221; He asked, genuinely.</p><p>&#8220;Cost containment,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;Zone Zero houses those deemed too expensive to rehabilitate. Criminal records. Repeat offenders. Addiction profiles. The system decided it was cheaper to let them circulate inside one perimeter than to integrate them outward.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And the outer ring?&#8221; He asked.</p><p>&#8220;Labor. Infrastructure support. Service class. We keep the city running.&#8221; Shelly wasn&#8217;t rushing her answers, he was genuinely interested.</p><p>Elias walked in silence for a long stretch.</p><p>&#8220;This is intentional,&#8221; he said finally.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; She stated.</p><p>&#8220;The stratification.&#8221; He declared.</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; She agreed.</p><p>&#8220;The infusion tiers.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221; Shelly nodded.</p><p>Elias stopped walking and turned to her, &#8220;You were never meant to leave this circle.&#8221;</p><p>She met his eyes. &#8220;No.&#8221; A flicker of something crossed his face&#8212;not pity. Not superiority. Recognition.</p><p>&#8220;And yet you did,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;For work,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;Not for residence.&#8221;</p><p>They resumed walking. The sky above the colonies held fewer drones than the inner grid. Stars were visible here when smog levels dropped. Elias glanced upward. &#8220;It&#8217;s strange,&#8221; he said quietly. &#8220;The inner grid looks perfect from above. Preserved. Stable.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly followed his gaze. &#8220;From above,&#8221; she agreed. They reached their building. They reached their building just as the light shifted from amber to electric white, when the solar strips along the corridor flickered on in uneven succession. It leaned. Not dramatically&#8212;nothing so cinematic&#8212;but enough that the top floors seemed to hesitate over the street, as if unsure of their commitment to gravity. The original structure had been a climate-relocation tower built after the 2067 coastal floods, modular and temporary. Temporary had stretched into permanent. Additions had grown from it like scar tissue&#8212;balconies welded from mismatched railings, enclosed stairwells bolted on after the second fire, a web of conduit running up the exterior like exposed veins.</p><p>The facade was a patchwork of materials. Sections of sun-bleached composite paneling met slabs of older poured concrete. Windows had been replaced one by one over decades&#8212;some clear, some tinted, some opaque plastic sheets riveted into place after storm damage. No two floors looked entirely alike.</p><p>A faded stencil near the entrance still read: Z4 HABITATION UNIT 17B. Beneath it, someone had spray-painted a mural of concentric circles in bright orange and blue, each ring labeled in sloppy handwriting: ZERO. ONE. TWO. THREE. FOUR. A child&#8217;s drawing of the system, simplified and honest.</p><p>The entry door no longer closed fully on its own. It stuck halfway unless pushed with the hip. Shelly did it automatically, the way someone does who has done it since childhood.</p><p>Inside, the stairwell smelled faintly of oil and boiled rice. The lighting was functional but uneven&#8212;long fluorescent strips interspersed with newer LED bars salvaged from surplus shipments. Electrical wiring ran exposed in places, neatly bundled where residents had taken care, loosely tied where they hadn&#8217;t.</p><p>Voices carried through the walls. A television broadcast arguing about infusion subsidies in the inner grid. Someone laughing too loudly. A baby crying. A pressure cooker hissing.</p><p>The floors were reinforced metal grid over old concrete. You could feel the vibration of footsteps from two levels below. You could tell who was coming up the stairs by their gait alone.</p><p>Elias paused just inside the threshold.</p><p>&#8220;This was supposed to be temporary housing?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;It still is,&#8221; Shelly replied dryly.</p><p>He ran a hand lightly along the railing as they climbed. It was smooth in some places from decades of palms, rough in others where paint had peeled and been reapplied in mismatched shades.</p><p>&#8220;This is better than I expected,&#8221; he admitted quietly.</p><p>Shelly glanced back at him.</p><p>&#8220;What did you expect?&#8221; Shelly asked a little incredulously.</p><p>&#8220;Decay.&#8221; He added.</p><p>She nodded toward the corridor ahead, where someone had hung potted plants from recycled water jugs and strung colored lights above their door.</p><p>&#8220;We repair,&#8221; she said. &#8220;We don&#8217;t replace.&#8221;</p><p>They reached the fourth-floor landing. The hallway was narrow but clean. Doors were close-set, each marked not just with numbers but with personal touches&#8212;fabric scraps tacked into curtains, chalk drawings, handwritten notes taped near eye level.</p><p>Shelly stopped in front of 4-17B.</p><p>&#8220;This one was mine growing up,&#8221; she said, almost to herself.</p><p>The door bore the marks of years&#8212;scratches near the handle, a dent at knee height, layers of paint that didn&#8217;t quite align. The lock panel had been replaced twice; the newest one was functional but not elegant.</p><p>From the outside, it looked fragile.</p><p>From the inside, it had held.</p><p>Shelly pushed it open, and the hinges protested briefly before giving way.</p><p>&#8220;Welcome,&#8221; she said, stepping aside for Elias to enter, &#8220;to the outer ring.&#8221;</p><p>As they climbed the narrow stairs, Elias slowed slightly. &#8220;You&#8217;re going to have to teach me,&#8221; he said.</p><p>&#8220;Teach you what?&#8221; Shelly asked surprised.</p><p>&#8220;How to move here.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly paused halfway up the landing. &#8220;That&#8217;s true, you&#8217;re middle tier,&#8221; she said plainly. &#8220;You move differently.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t mean to,&#8221; he replied.</p><p>Something in his tone made her study him again&#8212;not as corporate adjacent, not as infusion eligible, but as someone who had chosen to step into a circle he had never been designed to inhabit.</p><p>&#8220;Good,&#8221; she said finally.</p><p>Below them, the colonies pulsed&#8212;loud, imperfect, unoptimized. Alive. And for thirty days, Elias would live inside a system that had always lived inside her.</p><p>And for the next few days they settled into a routine. That&#8217;s what happens when you are forced to live with a stranger. The politeness. The formal first few days. The finding of the ways of your roommate. Shelly had done it a dozen if not more times. In the colonies, housing was assigned and reassigned frequently based entirely off need. Certainly Elias had grown up in his own home, with his own room and stayed there for years. Shelly knew no such comfort. A bed was a bed. It wasn&#8217;t yours. It was something to sleep on till the next meal.</p><p>Shelly had to spend the first few days unteaching Elias. Corporate-adjacent housing came with predictability&#8212;temperature that held steady, doors that sealed cleanly, food deliveries that arrived before hunger set in. You didn&#8217;t queue for water. You didn&#8217;t barter for protein rations. You didn&#8217;t memorize the sound a failing generator made before it went dark. In the colonies, comfort was a rumor. You learned to eat when food appeared, to sleep through noise, to keep your boots near the bed in case reassignment came before dawn. Elias had been raised to expect continuity. Shelly had been raised to expect movement. The colonies did not reward attachment. They rewarded adaptation.</p><p>It was on the fifth day that their routine turned non-routine.</p><p>They found it by accident. The outer storage sheds in Colony Twelve were mostly useless&#8212;broken hydro panels, cracked filtration drums, the skeletons of old transport carts picked clean for parts. Elias had been sent to inventory the salvageables. Shelly followed because that was what you did when you didn&#8217;t fully trust someone yet. The shed door stuck halfway open. 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Shelly saw it over his shoulder. Crates. Not scrap. Not mold-stained blankets or cracked solar cells. Crates stacked in deliberate columns, shrink-wrapped in clear polymer. The labels hadn&#8217;t faded. Antibiotics.  Insulin cartridges.  Cardiac regulators.  Pain management injectables. Sterile dressings. All sealed.</p><p>Shelly stopped breathing for a moment.</p><p>The colonies rationed antibiotics like heirlooms. Insulin was issued in half-doses. Cardiac regulators were almost mythical&#8212;something whispered about in triage rooms but rarely seen.</p><p>And here they were. A small hospital&#8217;s worth. Elias reached toward one crate but didn&#8217;t touch it. His hand hovered. Like the supplies might burn.</p><p>&#8220;Inventory oversight?&#8221; he said quietly.</p><p>Shelly let out a soft sound that wasn&#8217;t a laugh. &#8220;You don&#8217;t &#8216;misplace&#8217; this much.&#8221;</p><p>There was no dust on the crates. No decay. Someone had been here recently. Someone had chosen this. Chosen to hold back medicine while the elders in the colony measured out their heart pills like currency. Shelly stepped deeper into the shed. The floor creaked beneath her boots.</p><p>&#8220;Thirty days,&#8221; she said. &#8220;We&#8217;re here for thirty days.&#8221;</p><p>Elias looked at her. &#8220;You&#8217;re thinking it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m thinking the older wing hasn&#8217;t had a full antibiotic cycle in months.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re thinking we could redirect it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m thinking,&#8221; she said, voice low, &#8220;that if this is a private cache and we touch it, we don&#8217;t just lose our reassignment.&#8221;</p><p>He finished it for her. &#8220;We lose our citizenship tier.&#8221;</p><p>Outside, wind rattled the siding. In the colonies, theft wasn&#8217;t punished as theft. It was categorized as destabilization. Destabilizers didn&#8217;t stay long.</p><p>Elias finally touched one of the crates. His fingers pressed into the plastic wrap. Solid. Real. &#8220;This isn&#8217;t random,&#8221; he said. &#8220;This is organized.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly nodded. &#8220;Which means it belongs to someone powerful.&#8221;</p><p>A long silence settled between them.</p><p>In the distance, a generator coughed and died. The sound echoed too loud in the thin air.</p><p>Elias turned to her. &#8220;If we report it, it disappears. We never see it again.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;If we don&#8217;t,&#8221; she said, &#8220;and they trace it back to us&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;We could save people.&#8221; Elias insisted.</p><p>She met his eyes then. And for the first time since reassignment, the politeness dropped.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t get to save people,&#8221; she said. &#8220;Not in the colonies, not ever.&#8221;</p><p>Another silence. In the colonies, survival wasn&#8217;t about goodness. Elias looked back at the crates.</p><p>Shelly felt something shift then&#8212;not in the room, but in him. Or maybe in herself. Outside, a figure passed beyond the thin slat of the shed window. Neither of them had seen it. Yet.</p><p>They didn&#8217;t touch the antibiotics. They didn&#8217;t touch the insulin. They didn&#8217;t dare reach for the cardiac regulators. They started with the pain medicine. It felt&#8230; defensible. No one tracked pain medicine the way they tracked insulin. Pain was harder to quantify. Easier to dismiss. Easier to underreport.</p><p>Elias slit the plastic wrap with the edge of a rusted blade he&#8217;d found in the shed. The sound was small but violent in the still air.</p><p>Shelly counted. Ten injectables.  Twelve blister packs.  Three sealed ampoules. No more.</p><p>&#8220;You take too much, someone notices weight distribution in the crates,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve done this before,&#8221; he observed.</p><p>Shelly didn&#8217;t answer.</p><p>They resealed the wrap as best they could, smoothing it with their palms, pressing air out, aligning the edges so it looked undisturbed in the dim light.</p><p>They left the shed exactly as they found it. And they waited til the early hours of the morning to bring their plan to life.</p><p>At 05:15 a.m., the colony was silent. Not the deep silence of peace. The thin, rationed silence of systems conserving power. The generators cycled low. The corridor lights dimmed to half-strength. Even the air recyclers hummed in shorter breaths.</p><p>At 05:25a.m., the wind picked up. It scraped across the outer siding and threaded through the gaps the maintenance crews never quite sealed. The colonies were built for efficiency, not comfort. Panels flexed. Metal sighed. Somewhere a loose hinge ticked in uneven rhythm.</p><p>At 05:28a.m., they were walking toward the elder wing. The elder wing sat at the edge of Colony Twelve, closest to the old perimeter fence where the original settlement markers still stood half-buried in frost. It had once been designated Transitional Housing. Now it was simply where the long-lived were placed when their labor quotas could no longer be met. The windows were narrower there. Energy allocations were lower. The heating grid ran on a delay.</p><p>Shelly walked slightly ahead this time. She knew the timing of the guard rotations, the blind spots between camera sweeps. The elder wing cameras were older models&#8212;grainy, slow to recalibrate in low light.</p><p>The walkway leading to the entrance was cracked composite, its edges lifted from repeated freeze and thaw cycles. Elias noticed how the building leaned almost imperceptibly to one side, as if it were tired of holding itself upright.</p><p>They carried nothing visible.</p><p>The supplies were strapped beneath Shelly&#8217;s outer thermal layer, tight against her ribs, secured with woven cord. Elias walked slightly ahead, hands empty, shoulders loose, rehearsing the posture of someone heading to early shift maintenance.</p><p>&#8220;Routine,&#8221; Shelly had said before they left their housing unit. &#8220;We are routine.&#8221;</p><p>The corridor lights flickered in thin strips along the ceiling. The walls were lined with faded orientation posters from decades past&#8212;reminders of hydration protocols, fall prevention guidelines, civic gratitude slogans that no one read anymore.</p><p>Doors remained partially open. Not for safety. For listening. The elders rarely slept deeply. Pain did that to you. So did memory.</p><p>From one room came the rhythmic wheeze of assisted breathing. From another, the soft murmur of someone reciting something by heart&#8212;names, perhaps. Or prayers. Or inventory lists from a life that no longer required them.</p><p>Elias slowed without meaning to. He had never spent much time here.The elders in his childhood neighborhood had still owned their homes. Still cooked. Still hosted long meals. Age had seemed&#8230; private. Here, it was communal.</p><p>Shelly paused at the clinic door.</p><p>The paint around the handle had worn to a dull shine from decades of use. The biometric pad beside it had been disabled long ago&#8212;maintenance determined it was &#8220;nonessential.&#8221; The elder clinic was barely a clinic anymore. Two cots. A cracked sterilization unit. A medic who&#8217;d learned more from memory than training.</p><p>The door was unlocked.It always was. Inside, the air smelled faintly of menthol and boiled grain. Shelly moved quickly. Efficiently. She had mapped the room in her head days ago. Elias stood watch at the corridor window, heart pounding so hard he was certain it echoed.</p><p>She opened the supply cabinet. Empty trays.  Half-used gauze.  Three expired syringes. Her jaw tightened.</p><p>She slid the pain injectables into the back corner of the cabinet, behind the outdated saline. Tucked the blister packs beneath folded linens. The ampoules she placed inside a metal tray labeled &#8220;Misc.&#8221;</p><p>Not obvious. Not hidden. Discoverable. A gift that would feel like a mistake.</p><p>When she finished, she stood still for a moment. Listening.The building creaked as it cooled from night air. Somewhere down the hall, an elder coughed&#8212;a dry, tearing sound that went on too long. Shelly closed the cabinet. They left without speaking.</p><p>By 05:37a.m., they were outside the housing block, tools in hand.</p><p>By 06:00a.m., they were visible in the yard, calibrating a water pump.</p><p>When the first workers emerged at 06:10a.m., Elias was already elbow-deep in a panel, grease streaking his sleeve. Shelly was reviewing allocation charts on her wrist pad.</p><p>Routine.</p><p>At 09:22a.m., a whisper moved through the colony. The elder clinic had &#8220;found&#8221; something. No one said how. No one said who. But by noon, three of the oldest residents were resting without the sharp, clenched grimace that had become their default expression.</p><p>Shelly didn&#8217;t look at Elias. Elias didn&#8217;t look at Shelly. But something had shifted.Not politeness. Not yet trust. Something more dangerous. They had acted. And in a place built on rationing and compliance&#8211;action was a flare in the dark.</p><p>They managed four more trips before the crates disappeared. They finally broke into the antibiotics and the insulin. By now the clinic had been hopping, the elderly clamoring in soft, embarrassed ways for the small amounts they were able to lift.</p><p>No one asked where it came from. No one wanted to know. On the fifth morning, at 04:16a.m., the shed door opened too easily. The cold inside felt wrong. Empty. Not stripped in panic. Not ransacked. Cleared.</p><p>The floor where the crates had stood was clean except for the faint rectangular ghosts left in the dust. Even the shrink wrap fragments Elias had tucked into a corner were gone. Shelly stepped inside and stood very still. She had known this was temporary. Scarcity never goes unnoticed. Power audits itself. But knowing something ends is different from watching it end.</p><p>Elias moved past her, checking the far wall, the rafters, the back alcove as if the supplies might have been shifted deeper into shadow. &#8220;They wouldn&#8217;t just move it without logging it,&#8221; he said, though his voice lacked conviction.</p><p>Shelly crouched and pressed her fingers to the floor where the insulin crates had been stacked. The concrete still held the faint chill of stored medicine. &#8220;They were watching,&#8221; she said quietly. Not accusation. Not fear. Recognition.</p><p>For four mornings, they had believed they were invisible. That early hours and routine posture were enough. That doing good in small doses could pass beneath the colony&#8217;s attention.</p><p>Shelly had been watching Elias during those mornings. At first it was tactical. You learned people by studying their hesitation. Their tells. Corporate-adjacent recruits usually carried themselves like guests&#8212;too careful with tools, too loud in their gratitude, too quick to explain themselves. They flinched at discomfort. They negotiated with inconvenience. Elias had done none of that.</p><p>He listened more than he spoke. When she corrected him, he adjusted without argument. When the wind cut through the housing seams at night, he said nothing about the cold. When rations ran thin, he halved his portion without comment. He adapted. Not performatively. Not to impress. Simply because it was necessary.</p><p>She had expected resentment. Expected him to bristle at reassignment, at shared quarters, at the indignity of queuing for water. Instead, he learned the generator&#8217;s cough by the second day. Learned which corridor cameras lagged. Learned how to carry himself like someone who had always belonged to scarcity.</p><p>There was something unknowing about him still&#8212;an innocence that hadn&#8217;t yet calcified into cynicism. He did not yet understand all the ways the colony punished visibility. He still believed small acts could matter. Shelly found herself admiring that. Dangerously. Not because he was naive. But because he was brave without realizing he was being brave. And in a place built on quiet compliance, that kind of unstudied courage was rare. She told herself she was only observing. But her fondness was no longer tactical. It was growing.</p><p>And that, just as much as the missing crates, was very dangerous indeed.</p><p>Outside, the wind moved through the siding again, but this time it sounded less like weather and more like warning. Elias looked at her. &#8220;Do you think they know it was us?&#8221;</p><p>Shelly stood. Her face was controlled. Measured. &#8220;I think,&#8221; she said, brushing dust from her palms, &#8220;they wanted us to know they knew.&#8221;</p><p>The disappointment did not come as panic. It came as a tightening behind her ribs. Not because the crates were gone. But because the elders would feel it first. By midday, the clinic would be quiet again. The small, hopeful crowd reduced to the usual line of endurance. The medic would open the cabinet expecting to ration something new. And find only what the system permits. Shelly turned toward the door.</p><p>&#8220;We got four mornings,&#8221; Elias said.</p><p>She nodded once.</p><p>&#8220;In the colonies,&#8221; she replied, &#8220;four mornings is a luxury.&#8221;</p><p>But as they stepped back into the dark, she understood something else. The crates had not disappeared randomly. They had been moved with precision. And that meant the cache had always belonged to someone. Someone with reach. Someone patient. Someone who might now be curious about them.</p><p>After the rush of the medical cache and its mysterious disappearance, returning to normal routine felt, well, routine. The days resumed their measured cadence. Wake before light. Work without question. Speak only what was necessary. The colony absorbed the disruption as it absorbed everything else &#8212; quietly, without acknowledgment.</p><p>Shelly still bristled at being sent back for thirty days just as she was finding her footing at Transport. Six months there had felt almost indulgent. Predictable shifts. Structured routes. Schedules that held. It was the longest stretch of continuity she could remember.</p><p>Regular assignments came with privileges she tried not to grow attached to &#8212; consistent meals, water that didn&#8217;t need to be rationed by instinct, temperature grids that didn&#8217;t falter in the night. Even the corridors were brighter. The air less thin. You could almost forget you were living inside a system. Back in the colonies, there was no forgetting. Everything reminded you. The flicker in the lights. The hum of generators straining under load. The subtle competition at distribution lines. The way people conserved their speech the way they conserved their calories.</p><p>It felt like a homecoming she hadn&#8217;t asked for. And worse &#8212; one she understood too well. Transport had given her the illusion of upward motion. The colonies reminded her that reassignment was never promotion. It was circulation. You were moved where needed. Stabilized where necessary. Returned when the system required balancing. She told herself thirty days would pass quickly. That she had survived worse.</p><p>Still, as she lay awake at night listening to the siding flex in the wind, she could feel the old reflexes settling back into place &#8212; the vigilance, the light sleep, the quiet accounting of resources. Some parts of you adapted upward. Other parts never stopped belonging here.</p><p>It wasn&#8217;t like that for Elias.</p><p>For him, the colonies carried the sheen of experience. Not suffering exactly &#8212; not yet &#8212; but exposure. He moved through the corridors with a kind of attentive curiosity, cataloguing inefficiencies, asking questions about distribution cycles, studying the generator grid like it was a puzzle meant to be solved. There was something almost boyish in the way he absorbed it all. As if this assignment would one day become a story he told. A chapter. A formative month.</p><p>Shelly saw it immediately.</p><p>He was visiting. Not in the literal sense &#8212; he slept on the same thin mattress, stood in the same ration lines &#8212; but somewhere beneath his adaptation was the assumption of return. This would end. He would rotate back. The colonies would become memory.</p><p>For Shelly, the colonies were never memory. They were muscle.</p><p>She found herself watching him differently now. Not just assessing. Anticipating the absence. Thirty days was a blink in system time. Soon they would be reassigned again &#8212; he to Medical Supply, she back to Transport &#8212; and their paths would uncross as efficiently as they had been aligned.</p><p>Medical Supply and Transport rarely intersected. Separate corridors. Separate data streams. Separate break rotations.</p><p>Still, she caught herself imagining the canteen at off-hours. The long stainless tables. The low hum of sanctioned conversation. Maybe they could time their shifts. Maybe coincidence could be engineered. She surprised herself with the thought. She would miss him.</p><p>His unguarded politeness. The way Elias said &#8220;thank you&#8221; even when it wasn&#8217;t required. The way he still knocked before entering shared quarters. The way he listened when she spoke &#8212; not strategically, but sincerely. She would miss the questions he asked. She would miss the version of herself she had been beside him &#8212; less braced, less solitary. It unsettled her more than the missing crates. Because systems were predictable. Attachment was not.</p><p>And attachment wasn&#8217;t sanctioned. Not for those who hadn&#8217;t infused.</p><p>Infusion was the threshold. The quiet dividing line between provisional and permanent. Between possibility and placement. Elias was nearing the upper edge of his first infusion window. Three months, maybe less. After that, eligibility narrowed. Choices narrowed. The system did not like delay.</p><p>Once infused, assignment followed. Mate designation. Residential pairing.  Genetic compatibility confirmed.  Temperament balance calculated.  Reproductive projections optimized. Nothing was left to chance.</p><p>Attraction was inefficient. Attachment destabilized productivity. Love, if it occurred at all, was expected to bloom after allocation &#8212; like mold in regulated humidity.</p><p>Shelly had watched it happen dozens of times. People lined up in soft gray corridors, wrists scanned, bloodstream altered, hormones recalibrated, cognitive bias reduced. They came out clearer. Calmer. More aligned with projected outcomes.</p><p>Some said infusion sharpened you. Others said it dulled the unnecessary edges. Either way, afterward, you were easier to place.</p><p>Elias spoke about it lightly, as if it were just another administrative milestone. &#8220;I&#8217;ll see where they slot me,&#8221; he&#8217;d said once, shrugging. &#8220;No point speculating.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly had nodded. Speculation was a luxury.</p><p>But she found herself calculating timelines now. Three months. Less, depending on processing speed. He would return to Medical Supply. Complete infusion. Be assigned a mate whose compatibility metrics exceeded ninety-two percent. Attachment would be formalized. Scheduled. Approved.</p><p>And whatever had been forming here &#8212; in the early mornings, in the shared silence, in the space between rebellion and routine &#8212; would be categorized as pre-infusion variance.Temporary.</p><p>Watching Elias now &#8212; his curiosity intact, his admiration unfiltered, his capacity for unsanctioned care still fully alive &#8212; she felt something dangerously close to grief. Not because he would change. But because he didn&#8217;t yet know how much he would change once infused.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Pulse Between Us: Chapter 1]]></title><description><![CDATA[The mission was simple.]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-1</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/the-pulse-between-us-chapter-1</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 08 Mar 2026 14:04:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>The mission was simple. Transport six elders to docking Medical Facility 4A-C. Something she&#8217;s done at least over fifty times. Why the bundles of nerves this morning? Shelly checked her biometer and all levels seemed within operating parameters. She took her meds. She was fully hooked up to her interface.</p><p>It&#8217;s that they are fragile. And old. And old is something rare these days. Ever since Dawnco released their nano technology back in 2055. People stopped aging rapidly, it now took five years to age one year. And every year, the standouts, those that refused the infusion or boycotted it, or were ineligible, every year the standouts become rarer and rarer. There&#8217;s an 87 year old on this morning&#8217;s log, 87!</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>But the nerves. Shelly went over the loading procedure in her mind, the undocking, the route, the docking approach and the unloading. Those were her steps. If she went over them enough in her head she could think through any potential problems. She hoped none of them had a hardscape chair, those needed special loading. The XOs, the exoskeletons, were so much easier and reliable.</p><p>It was the ones who didn&#8217;t use them, the true standouts, the freestanders, those that refused any assistive device, they were the ones that presented the most potential problems. Their independent nature meant a naturally combative personality combine that with fragile skin, easily broken bones, potential falls, getting dizzy, getting confused, those were the real challenges.</p><p>She went over the manifest, there were three names she knew, and three she didn&#8217;t. She&#8217;s done this a dozen times, why the nerves today? There was no getting out of it, you showed up to work unless your biometer forbid it. One of her favorites, Kendra, was on today&#8217;s trip, she used an XO thank goodness. And operated it pretty good for someone her age. Kendra was the talker of the group, and her nonstop chatter helped calm Shelly&#8217;s nerves.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png" width="1024" height="1536" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1536,&quot;width&quot;:1024,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:2301897,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:false,&quot;topImage&quot;:true,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/i/190111435?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tfQ7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F06821202-4351-44b2-8631-69d5866dd5cd_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" fetchpriority="high"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>Shelly needed this job. She had spent over 9 months unemployed in the colonies before she was assigned. If she had known there would be so much transport involved she might have hesitated, but the truth was she had been so desperate for employment, she would have taken anything. And anyone unemployed for over 9 months is assigned a position, they don&#8217;t have a choice.</p><p>It was a simple mission this morning. She had this first one this morning and then a smaller one later this afternoon. Not too bad for a Tuesday. Tuesday was medical day so it could get busy. But two transports today she could handle. If she could just tamper down her nerves.</p><p>Shelly approached her bus. It was one of the larger, older models. A fact Shelly was happy about as it meant extra safety. She did her before loading check. Undocked it, and headed to the loading area.</p><p>She saw them all lined up&#8211; there was one chair she could see. She was exactly on time, as was expected. And so were they. All passengers knew that the bus left exactly at 10a.m. and loaded at 9:45a.m. If you weren&#8217;t there for loading you didn&#8217;t go. Punctuality wasn&#8217;t courtesy in the optimized world. It was survival. If you missed loading, you missed care. Missed care meant downgrade. Downgrade meant further exclusion from essential services.</p><p>She pulled up, opened the door, stepped out and lowered the platform for easy entry. Those with chairs loaded first, then XOs, then the freestanders. Shelly was right, there was only one with a chair and he seemed young for this group, maybe early 70s, and seemed to maneuver well. It was those that couldn&#8217;t drive their chair well that irked her, or at least made it more difficult to load them, and secure their chair.</p><p>&#8220;Hello, and welcome,&#8221; she said to the older man in the chair.</p><p>&#8220;Charlie,&#8221; he mumbled in response.</p><p>&#8220;Nice to meet you Charlie, I&#8217;m just going to strap you in, first the side harness, and then the bottom brace,&#8221; she mouthed as she went about her routine. It  helped her to narrate the steps, mostly so she wouldn&#8217;t forget but also to bring some dignity to the mechanics involved in manipulating another person&#8217;s body, and chairs and XOs &#8211; Shelly considered them extensions of their bodies.</p><p>Shelly said a warm hello to Kendra, one of her favorites, who just lit up every time she saw Shelly. It was warm, and genuine, and simply touching and it was like that every single time. One chair, two XOs, and three freestanders was her load today. After everyone was loaded and strapped in, she did her usual announcement:</p><p>&#8220;Good morning everyone, I&#8217;m Shelly, your transport to Medical Facility 4A-C.&#8221;</p><p>It was the loading and unloading that made Shelly the most nervous, as soon as she settled into her seat, she felt the settling of her nerves. Now the mission was simple, pilot your way to Med 4A-C, with stops at each.</p><p>Now the mission was easy. Or it should have been. Shelly synced her interface. The bus hummed as the route projected across her retinal display. Clean line. No weather interference. No flagged activity in the corridor.</p><p>She exhaled. Behind her, she could hear them breathing. That&#8217;s what always undid her &#8212; the breathing. Not the mechanical whir of Kendra&#8217;s XO. Not the soft glide of Charlie&#8217;s hardscape chair. The lungs. Slow. Uneven. Earned. She didn&#8217;t turn around. If she looked too long, she&#8217;d feel it again &#8212; that ache in her chest. That pull. Eighty-seven. Eighty-seven meant born before 1990.</p><p>Before the rollout. Before the infusions. Before Dawnco changed the tempo of time. Dawnco had called it liberation. Liberation from decay. Liberation from collapse. Liberation from grief. But Shelly had seen what liberation did in the colonies.</p><p>Dawnco called infusion <em>democratized</em>. They said it leveled the field. Equal access to stability. Equal access to partnership. Equal access to longevity. But Shelly had grown up watching what it actually did. In the colonies, you could see the difference from across a courtyard.</p><p>The infused aged like porcelain &#8212; fine-boned, luminous, preserved in a kind of quiet symmetry. Their movements remained measured. Their tempers rarely flared. Their skin seemed to hold the light longer than it should. Predictable. Polished. Protected.</p><p>The standouts &#8212; the ones who resisted alignment, who delayed or defaulted or were reassigned &#8212; aged differently. Like weathered stone. Faces carved deeper by exposure. Bodies worn by irregular stress spikes and unmanaged cortisol and the simple brutality of being unbuffered. They laughed louder. Broke faster. Healed slower.</p><p>It wasn&#8217;t democratic. It was stratified. And everyone could see it.</p><p>She checked her mirrors. Charlie was staring at his hands. Old hands fascinated her. The thinness of the skin. The raised blue veins like tributaries. The tremor he tried to suppress. He flexed his fingers as if remembering something they once knew how to do better.She wondered what he had held in them. Children?  Tools? A lover&#8217;s face? No one talked about what the elders used to be.</p><p>They were categorized now as High-Variance Biologics. Transport Priority Tier Three.She hated that term.They were walking histories. As she manuevered her route, the bus cleared the outer ring of the city grid. Traffic thinned. The colonies fell away behind her &#8212; steel stacks, faded habitation towers, dust.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s nerves prickled again. Why. She scanned the route again. Clear. She ran diagnostics on the biometers behind her. All green. All transmitting. Her own biometer pinged a mild cortisol elevation.</p><p>Shelly had grown up with the biometer the way earlier generations had grown up with shadows. Always there. Always following. The band itself was simple enough&#8212;smooth composite material wrapped around the inside of her wrist, warm against the skin, no thicker than a coin. It rarely made noise unless something was wrong. Most of the time it simply glowed softly in the corner of her interface, a quiet green signal that everything inside her body was behaving the way the system preferred.</p><p>At least that was the official description. In practice, the biometer did far more than track the usual biological markers. It measured pulse rate, blood pressure, oxygen levels, hormone fluctuations, cortisol spikes, neural stress indicators&#8212;every signal the body sent when emotion began to rise.</p><p>And that was the real purpose. Not health. Stability. The system called it <em>collective equilibrium. </em>Shelly had always understood the deeper meaning. Emotion was the most unpredictable element in any population. Anger could ignite crowds. Grief could destabilize productivity. Love could pull people toward attachments that interfered with their assignments.</p><p>The biometer watched all of it. A sudden surge of adrenaline.  An elevated stress hormone pattern.  An emotional spike climbing too quickly beyond acceptable thresholds. When those signals appeared, the band would pulse gently against the skin. A soft vibration. A reminder.</p><p>Breathe. Recalibrate. Return to baseline. For most people, this worked easily enough. The system trained them from childhood to keep their internal rhythms steady, their emotions moderated into a narrow and socially acceptable range.</p><p>But Shelly had never been one of the easy ones. For some people the trouble was anger. She had known a few like that&#8212;people whose tempers flared quickly, their biometers flashing amber whenever frustration built too high. The system monitored them closely until they learned to smooth the edges.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s problem had always been anxiety. It crept in quietly. A tightening in the chest.  A small acceleration of the heart.  Thoughts moving faster than they should. Once it started, the biometer noticed immediately. The display would shift from its steady green to a cautious yellow glow, signaling that her stress levels were rising beyond the recommended range.</p><p>Too many yellow alerts in a day would trigger review. Too many reviews could trigger intervention. So Shelly had learned early how to manage it. Breathing became her primary tool. Slow inhale through the nose.  Hold for three counts.  Exhale longer than the inhale.</p><p>The technique wasn&#8217;t complicated, but it required discipline. She practiced it everywhere&#8212;in corridors, in transport vehicles, in the quiet moments before sleep&#8212;training her body to lower its own signals before the biometer could escalate its warnings. Over time she became good at it. Very good.</p><p>She could feel the exact moment her pulse began to climb and begin regulating it before the band vibrated. She learned to slow her breathing so precisely that the biometer would slide back into green almost immediately.</p><p>Most days she kept it there. But it was never effortless. The anxiety never fully disappeared. It lived just beneath the surface, like pressure building behind a sealed door. Shelly could manage it, calm it, persuade it to settle&#8212;but the effort was constant. Sometimes she wondered what it might feel like to simply let the emotion rise without stopping it. To let the heart race without immediately forcing it to slow. To feel the full force of fear or excitement or longing without the quiet pressure of a machine reminding her to correct it. The thought itself was enough to make her biometer flicker yellow. So she breathed again. Slow inhale. Hold. Slow exhale. And waited for the green light to return.</p><p>&#8220;Relax,&#8221; she whispered to herself. She did her breathing exercises to make sure her biometer didn&#8217;t go off.</p><p>Kendra laughed softly from the back. &#8220;I remember when I used to say that to myself,&#8221; Kendra said. &#8220;Didn&#8217;t help then either.&#8221; Shelly smiled despite herself.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re doing great back there, Kendra.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Am I?&#8221; Kendra said. &#8220;Feels like I&#8217;m shipped cargo.&#8221;</p><p>The word lodged in Shelly&#8217;s throat.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not cargo.&#8221; A pause.</p><p>&#8220;Feels like it sometimes,&#8221; Charlie muttered.</p><p>The bus entered Corridor 7. And that&#8217;s when every biometer on her display blinked.</p><p>Once. Twice. Then &#8212; static. Shelly&#8217;s interface flickered. Route vanished.External grid dropped. Her hands tightened around the control yoke. &#8220;No,&#8221; she whispered.</p><p>The interface blinked: Manual override.Manual override.The bus lurched as if hit. An impact pulse hit from the right side &#8212; not enough to damage, but enough to disorient. Warning systems screamed across her vision. Behind her, someone cried out. She spun in her seat.</p><p>&#8220;Kendra?! Is everyone ok?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m here,&#8221; Kendra said, voice shaking. Various grunts came from the other passengers.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s display went black. Dead black. Not even emergency grid. That meant only one thing. Targeted vehicle EMP.</p><p>Could it be medical pirates? Her stomach dropped. They didn&#8217;t go after the infused. They went after the standouts. The standouts were valuable. Rare aging tissue. Unmapped degradation. Untested variables.</p><p>Shelly had heard rumors in the colonies. Makeshift camps beyond the regulated zones. There was even a rumor of an entire village living off the grid. Rumors of biolabs operating without oversight. She had always assumed they were exaggerations. She thought they were just stories whispered by transporters from one to another.</p><p>The bus doors opened inward. Cold air rushed in. Men in matte filtration masks flooded the entrance. No insignia. No biometric glow. Off-grid.</p><p>&#8220;Step away from the control,&#8221; one of them said. Shelly didn&#8217;t move.</p><p>&#8220;Step away.&#8221; She looked back at at her passengers . They looked so small. So breakable. So terribly, terribly alive. One pirate moved toward the back, towards Charlie first.</p><p>Shelly stood up. &#8220;No,&#8221; she said. Her voice shook.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t even look at her. He disengaged Charlie&#8217;s chair locks with practiced precision. Charlie gasped as the harness was cut too fast.</p><p>&#8220;Careful!&#8221; Shelly snapped. &#8220;His&#8212;&#8221; A gloved hand shoved her backward. She hit the side rail. Pain shot up her arm. She watched as they severed each interface and the elders biometers. Tiny sparks. Tiny flashes of erased identity. These frail elders were suddenly invisible to the entire system. One of the freestanders fell when they unstrapped him too quickly. His skin tore at the elbow.</p><p>Shelly felt something snap inside her. Not fear. Something hotter.</p><p>Kendra&#8217;s XO was disabled with a magnetic clamp. She sagged inside it. Shelly lunged toward her. Another shove.This time harder. Her interface collar was ripped from her neck. Signal gone. Shelly was suddenly as off-grid as they were.</p><p>&#8220;Take her too,&#8221; someone said. They zip-bound her wrists in the back.As they dragged her from the bus, Shelly twisted to look back.</p><p>Kendra&#8217;s eyes met hers. She didn&#8217;t look scared, she looked&#8230; apologetic. And that almost undid Shelly.</p><p>They loaded them into the ambulance like they were equipment, not people&#8212;like weight, not lives. The pirates didn&#8217;t strap anyone in properly. They didn&#8217;t check pelvis braces or shoulder angles or whether a spine would compress under torque. They didn&#8217;t narrate. They didn&#8217;t warn. They just grabbed and shoved and let old bodies absorb the impact the way young bodies could. Shelly felt her nerves surge up her throat, hot and metallic, the way panic always started&#8212;except this wasn&#8217;t panic. This was anger wearing panic&#8217;s skin.</p><p>She watched one of them yank Charlie&#8217;s chair lock loose too fast, and Charlie&#8217;s whole frame jolted with it, a thin gasp escaping him like air squeezed from a bellows. Another pirate shoved a freestander toward the wall harness and missed the anchor point entirely; the man&#8217;s elbow knocked metal with a soft, sick sound, and Shelly flinched as if it were her own bone.</p><p>Kendra&#8217;s XO&#8212;Kendra, who moved with such stubborn grace&#8212;was clipped in crooked, the clamp biting too high against the joint so the whole rig sagged. Not dangerous yet, but it would be. Everything became dangerous when you treated bodies like they couldn&#8217;t break.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s hands trembled. She tried to still them by curling her fingers into fists, nails digging crescents into her palms. Her biometer was going off. Strap. Brace. Rail. Skin. Bone. She could see the failure points the way some people saw weather. She could almost feel them in her own joints. If they hit a bump like this, his hip will slip. If they bank too hard, her shoulder will sublux. If they stop short, his ribs&#8212;</p><p>&#8220;Stop,&#8221; she snapped, louder than she meant to.</p><p>A pirate turned, amused behind his mask.</p><p>Shelly stepped forward anyway, zip ties biting her wrists. &#8220;You can&#8217;t strap him like that. You&#8217;re cutting across the clavicle. You&#8217;ll fracture it. You&#8217;re not anchoring the chair. He&#8217;ll roll. He&#8217;ll fall. Their skin&#8212;&#8221; Her voice caught, not from fear, but from the sheer obscenity of what she was seeing. &#8220;Their skin tears.&#8221;</p><p>The pirate stared at her for a beat, like she&#8217;d spoken in an extinct language.</p><p>Then he shoved her back with casual force.</p><p>Shelly stumbled, caught herself against the ambulance wall, and for a moment the old familiar nerves threatened to tip her into helplessness. That shaking, that dizziness, that sense of being too small in a world that didn&#8217;t care. Her biometer was on permanent alert.</p><p>But then Kendra looked up at her. Not confused. Not pleading. Apologetic. As if s<em>he</em> were the one inconveniencing <em>Shelly.</em></p><p>Something snapped cleanly inside Shelly then, like a wire pulled taut and finally finding its purpose. Her nerves didn&#8217;t disappear&#8212;they sharpened into a kind of ruthless clarity. If the pirates wouldn&#8217;t treat them like precious cargo, then Shelly would. She would memorize every strap they missed. Every brace they botched. Every weak point they created. She would keep the map of their fragility in her head the way she always did, step by step, and she would fix it the first second she got her hands free.</p><p>Because old wasn&#8217;t disposable. Old was rare. Old was holy. And Shelly&#8217;s anger rose steady and bright, not wild&#8212;more like a pilot light turning into flame.</p><p>She was right, they brought them all to a makeshift camp. These must be Medical Pirates. She could see, fabric tents, portable generators. Makeshift med tables. She could hear coughing. Weak. Unassisted. She rolled to her side.</p><p>They had laid the elders on cots &#8212; not even properly padded ones. No climate control. No stabilizers. Charlie was shivering. Kendra&#8217;s XO lay dismantled beside her like a carcass.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s wrists were still bound.She swallowed panic. Slow. Slow. You don&#8217;t break. Not in front of them. An elderly woman was whispering something over and over. A prayer. Or maybe just an old litany from memory. Shelly crawled toward Kendra. &#8220;They shouldn&#8217;t be cold,&#8221; she said, voice trembling. &#8220;Their thermoregulation is all compromised.&#8221;</p><p>A shadow fell across her. Not a pirate. Another captive. Older. Mid-thirties, maybe. At the edge of the infusion window. No interface collar. No insignia. His face was uncurated&#8212;faint lines at the corners of his eyes, stubble not calibrated to trend. He met her gaze and held it, not assessing, not dismissing. Measuring.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re transport?&#8221; he whispered.</p><p>She nodded.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m supply tech. Elias.&#8221; He shifted his bound wrists slightly. &#8220;Wrong place, wrong time. These are mostly for show. They&#8217;ll switch yours to the front soon. Makes it look humane.&#8221;</p><p>Humane.</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s jaw tightened. She looked past him toward the far end of the camp where modular labs were being assembled with terrifying efficiency. Portable imaging rigs. Sample freezers. Surgical lights being calibrated. A collapsible examination table unfolded with quiet mechanical precision.</p><p>Her stomach turned. Her biometer continued to flash and vibrate.</p><p>&#8220;They think because they&#8217;re rare, they&#8217;re valuable,&#8221; Elias said softly. &#8220;And to these doctors? They are. Very valuable.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s eyes drifted to Charlie&#8217;s hands, still trembling against the thin blanket. To Kendra trying to adjust herself upright without assistance, refusing to sag even here. To the freestander whose elbow bled slowly through makeshift gauze because no one had bothered to align it properly.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;re not experiments,&#8221; she said. Her voice steadied as she spoke. &#8220;They&#8217;re sacred.&#8221;</p><p>The man, Elias, studied her. And she studied him.</p><p>Up close she could see the faint crease between his brows&#8212;habitual thinking. Not panic. Not cruelty. He smelled faintly of industrial cleaner and ozone, the scent of someone who worked in systems, not bodies.</p><p>&#8220;They&#8217;ll start with non-invasive scans,&#8221; he said quietly. &#8220;Bone density mapping. Tissue elasticity. Cellular degradation variance. They&#8217;ll document what nano can&#8217;t correct. After that&#8230;&#8221; He hesitated. &#8220;After that they who knows. I&#8217;ve only been here two days,&#8221; he shrugged.</p><p>Shelly felt her nerves climb again&#8212;not wild, not frantic. Focused. Like when she scanned a bus for unsecured weight before a sharp turn.</p><p>&#8220;How long?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>&#8220;Before they start? A few hours. They&#8217;ll want stable power first. Before any damage?&#8221; His jaw tightened. &#8220;Less.&#8221;</p><p>Her gaze returned to the generators humming beyond the tent.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve seen this before,&#8221; she said.</p><p>He nodded once. &#8220;I audit medical supply chains. When things go missing off-ledger, they don&#8217;t disappear. They divert.&#8221; He held her eyes again. &#8220;This is a crop.&#8221;</p><p>The word landed like a slap.</p><p>&#8220;Don&#8217;t call them that,&#8221; she said sharply.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m telling you how they&#8217;re categorized,&#8221; Elias replied, not unkindly. &#8220;High-Variance Biologic Crop. Unoptimized aging population. Noncompliant tissue samples.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly swallowed.</p><p>In the colonies, old age wasn&#8217;t data. It was exhaustion. It was working past eligibility because you never had eligibility to begin with. It was being denied infusion because your biometer carried too many red flags&#8212;employment gaps, too much emotional instability, noncompliant dependents, substandard housing.</p><p>Old wasn&#8217;t rebellion there. It was poverty.</p><p>&#8220;They don&#8217;t deserve this,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Elias agreed. &#8220;They don&#8217;t.&#8221;</p><p>Silence stretched between them, thick with generator hum and distant shouted orders.</p><p>&#8220;You said you&#8217;re transport,&#8221; he continued. &#8220;That means you know how to move fragile bodies.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You know how to strap them. How to balance weight. How to prevent fractures.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Yes.&#8221;</p><p>Elias&#8217;s voice softened. &#8220;They might not all survive this.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not being cruel,&#8221; he said. &#8220;I&#8217;m being honest. You have a window. When the generators cycle. When they move to secure power. That&#8217;s when they&#8217;re least attentive to the hostages.&#8221;</p><p>She studied him more closely now.</p><p>Up close, he didn&#8217;t look like someone who had grown up in the colonies. His jacket&#8212;scuffed, yes, but good material. Reinforced stitching at the seams. Not the kind of fabric that peeled after one acid rain season. His boots were real leather composite, not printed polymer. His teeth were straight without being artificially bright. His hands had calluses, but not the split-knuckle kind that came from factory line labor.</p><p>Middle tier, she guessed. Corporate adjacent. Someone who had eaten three meals most days. Someone whose biometer likely ran green more often than yellow.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not from the outer grid,&#8221; she said quietly.</p><p>He didn&#8217;t bristle. &#8220;No.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Never lived in the colonies.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221;</p><p>She let that sit between them.</p><p>In the colonies, buildings leaned into each other because no one maintained foundations. Water ran metallic in the pipes. The grid glitched weekly. People aged visibly there&#8212;creased early, bent early&#8212;because access to preventative care required tier clearance. Infusion consults required employment stability. Stability required clean records. Clean records required resources.</p><p>Shelly had grown up in the far edge of the colonies where the grid thinned and the buildings leaned into one another like tired men. The infused rarely visited that far out. Their skin stayed taut, their hair thick, their years stalled somewhere between thirty and luminous. In the colonies, time still showed itself. It crept into joints. It carved lines around mouths. It thinned hair and thickened silence. And in one narrow apartment with flickering lights and a window that never quite sealed, Shelly had learned to love that creeping.</p><p>Her mother worked double rotations and rarely spoke of the world before the rollout, but Uncle Sam did. Crazy Uncle Sam, the neighbors called him, though he had never seemed crazy to Shelly. He was simply unsmoothed. He had refused the infusion when Dawnco vans first arrived in 2055 with their promises of slowed decay and extended prime. He&#8217;d been thirty-four then&#8212;right at the top of the eligibility window. &#8220;I like knowing the clock is real,&#8221; he&#8217;d said. &#8220;Makes the hours worth something.&#8221; By the time Shelly was ten, he was visibly older than most adults she saw on the grid feeds. His hands shook when he poured tea. His laugh rasped. His knees clicked when he stood. But his eyes&#8212;his eyes were wild with story.</p><p>He would sit with her on the floor, maps spread between them, and tell her about when people aged normally. About grandparents who looked ancient at seventy-five. About wrinkles that meant survival. &#8220;Old,&#8221; he&#8217;d say, tapping her forehead gently, &#8220;is proof you kept going.&#8221; He told her about seasons before nano-regulation stabilized climate bands. About heartbreak before hormone calibrators. About grief before memory buffers. &#8220;They can slow the body,&#8221; he&#8217;d whisper, conspiratorial, &#8220;but they can&#8217;t slow consequence.&#8221;</p><p>When the infusion campaigns intensified, Uncle Sam became an outlier statistic. Employers wouldn&#8217;t take him. Clinics flagged him. His biometer carried a yellow variance warning that followed him everywhere. He hid in the colonies because the colonies hid everyone who didn&#8217;t fit the new tempo. Shelly remembered how carefully he moved once his bones began to thin. How she would steady his elbow when he stood. How furious she felt when neighbors mocked the tremor in his hands.</p><p>He died at sixty-two. Sixty-two. Shelly had sat beside him in that narrow apartment while his breathing turned shallow and unregulated, while the grid refused priority dispatch because he was &#8220;non-optimized.&#8221; She remembered holding his papery hand and thinking how impossible it was that something so fragile could contain so many stories. She remembered promising him&#8212;though she didn&#8217;t know what she was promising&#8212;that she would not let old disappear quietly.</p><p>That was why the job had felt like penance and privilege at the same time. Transporting elders meant proximity. It meant listening to the soft crackle of their lungs. It meant hearing them murmur about weather patterns that no longer existed or songs that had no archived record. It meant guarding something the world had decided was inefficient.</p><p>Now, in the pirate camp, that promise burned inside her like fever.</p><p>The man who had spoken to her earlier&#8212;Elias&#8212;was sitting across from her on the dirt floor of the tent. Thirty-five, maybe. The age where most people had finished their infusions. His jaw carried faint stubble, real stubble, not the permanently curated aesthetic most infused men chose. There were lines beginning at the corners of his eyes. Not deep. Just starting. Proof he had been squinting into real light.</p><p>&#8220;You haven&#8217;t started your infusions,&#8221; he observed quietly.</p><p>Shelly shook her head. &#8220;Twenty-four.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Planning to?&#8221;</p><p>The question hovered. She thought of Uncle Sam&#8217;s shaking hands. Of Charlie&#8217;s thin skin tearing when they pulled him too fast. Of Kendra trying to sit upright with dignity even now, even bound.</p><p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t know, probably, doesn&#8217;t everyone?&#8221; she said. It was the most honest answer she had.</p><p>Elias studied her the way one studies a structure for stress fractures. &#8220;I was scheduled,&#8221; he said after a moment. &#8220;Next quarter. Corporate tier. Top optimization package.&#8221; His mouth twitched. &#8220;Then I messed one thing up and got reassigned to off-grid supply audit and unlucky me got hijacked carrying medical supplies.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Do you regret delaying?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>He looked toward the elders&#8212;toward Charlie, who was trying to rub warmth into his own arms. Toward the freestander whose elbow still seeped through inadequate gauze.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not sure, it&#8217;s hard to know what to believe,&#8221; Elias said.</p><p>Something in his tone settled her. It wasn&#8217;t bravado. It wasn&#8217;t rebellion for spectacle. It was quiet recalibration. She realized he moved carefully around the elders. Not the way the pirates did&#8212;efficient, detached&#8212;but as if he recognized breakability. When he adjusted a blanket around Kendra&#8217;s shoulders, he narrated softly, the way Shelly did during loading. &#8220;Just lifting this edge. There we go.&#8221;</p><p>He caught her watching him.</p><p>&#8220;You talk to them,&#8221; she said.</p><p>&#8220;It helps,&#8221; he replied.</p><p>&#8220;It honors them,&#8221; she corrected gently. The word slid through her like light. Honor. Most people her age had never touched truly old skin. They feared it. It represented failure not to optimize. But Shelly had grown up holding hands that trembled. She knew that fragility was not defect&#8212;it was accumulation.</p><p>Elias shifted closer, lowering his voice. &#8220;Generators are unshielded. They&#8217;re running improvised labs off borrowed power. If the grid can&#8217;t see them, it can&#8217;t see us either.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly&#8217;s pulse steadied. Not with panic now, but with alignment.</p><p>&#8220;You think we can move them?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>She looked around the tent again. At Charlie&#8217;s stubborn jaw. At Kendra, who met her gaze and nodded once, as if already aware a decision was forming. At the other elders who had survived decades without nano-correction, who had endured the world speeding past them.</p><p>&#8220;They moved through an entire era that erased them,&#8221; Shelly said quietly. &#8220;Surely we can move them past this.&#8221;</p><p>Elias smiled&#8212;not wide, not dramatic. Just enough to crease the beginnings of those eye lines further. He was older than her, yes. Close to the threshold. Old enough to choose. Young enough to stall.</p><p>&#8220;Then we move carefully,&#8221; he said.</p><p>Shelly thought of Uncle Sam tapping her forehead. The clock is real. Time was real in this camp. Bones could break. Skin could tear. Lives could end. But so could fear. And for the first time since the EMP pulse blacked out her world, Shelly&#8217;s nerves shifted into something steadier. Not dread. Resolve. Her biometer returned to green.</p><p>The first thing Shelly did was count.</p><p>Not people. Patterns.</p><p>Seven-minute guard rotations. Her and Elias learned how to slip in and out of their restraints easily. She timed the guard rotations by breath because there was no grid to measure against. Fifty breaths per minute when anxious. She forced herself down to twelve. Slow. Controlled. Uncle Sam used to say panic was a luxury for people with backup plans.</p><p>Three generators. One feeding the imaging tent. One feeding the containment lights. One smaller auxiliary unit, coughing intermittently, likely stabilizing the portable refrigeration rigs.</p><p>If the power went down, the pirates would converge on the generators first. Which meant the elders would be temporarily unattended. Transport training had drilled something into her: never move a fragile body without stabilizing the environment first. Clear the path. Secure the base. Know your exit point before you unlock a harness.</p><p>She turned to Elias. &#8220;They&#8217;ll expect chaos,&#8221; she whispered. &#8220;We don&#8217;t give them chaos.&#8221;</p><p>He tilted his head slightly, studying her. &#8220;We give them what?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Procedure.&#8221;</p><p>That earned the smallest ghost of a smile.</p><p>She shifted closer, lowering her voice. &#8220;When I load a freestander, I stand to their left. Most people favor their right leg. I support the elbow, not the wrist. If they fall, you absorb from the hip. Never let their shoulder take the impact.&#8221; Elias nodded slowly, committing it.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve done this how many times?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>&#8220;Seventy-three documented transports. Probably more if you count training sims.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And none like this.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;No.&#8221;</p><p>A pause.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;re not afraid?&#8221; he asked.</p><p>She thought about that. &#8220;I&#8217;m terrified,&#8221; she said evenly. &#8220;But I&#8217;m more afraid of them being hurt more.&#8221; The words hung there.</p><p>Elias exhaled through his nose. &#8220;My father started infusion at thirty-one,&#8221; he said quietly. &#8220;Corporate mid-tier. He wanted stability. Predictability. Said he didn&#8217;t want to leave my mother alone too soon.&#8221; Shelly glanced at him.</p><p>&#8220;He died in a construction collapse at thirty-three,&#8221; Elias continued. &#8220;Nano kept his skin intact for the autopsy.&#8221; The bluntness of it hit her harder than any dramatics would have. &#8220;They sold it to him as control,&#8221; Elias said. &#8220;But control is fiction.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly felt something shift between them then. Not attraction. Recognition.</p><p>&#8220;You were going to infuse anyway?&#8221; she asked.</p><p>&#8220;I still might,&#8221; he admitted. &#8220;I don&#8217;t know what resisting proves.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It proves you get to choose the pace,&#8221; she said softly.</p><p>He looked at her differently then. Not as a stranded supply tech. Not as a younger girl from the colonies. But as someone who understood cost.</p><p>Outside, a generator sputtered. Shelly&#8217;s mind snapped back into alignment.</p><p>&#8220;That one&#8217;s unstable,&#8221; she murmured. &#8220;If we overload it, it&#8217;ll trip the others into protective cycling.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;You know that how?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Old bus models have similar redundancies. When one system fails, the others go into assessment before restart. It buys about ninety seconds.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Ninety seconds isn&#8217;t long.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s enough if we don&#8217;t rush.&#8221;</p><p>She crawled toward Charlie first.</p><p>&#8220;Charlie,&#8221; she whispered. &#8220;I need you steady.&#8221; His eyes flickered open.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve been steady longer than you&#8217;ve been alive,&#8221; he muttered. Good.</p><p>&#8220;Kendra,&#8221; Shelly breathed next, pressing her forehead briefly to the older woman&#8217;s knuckles. &#8220;When the lights go out, you lean into me. Don&#8217;t fight it.&#8221; Kendra nodded once.</p><p>Elias moved toward the generators, keeping low. Shelly watched the guard rotation. One had just rounded the imaging tent. Another patrolled near the perimeter.</p><p>Seven breaths. Six. Five. Elias reached the auxiliary unit. He didn&#8217;t look back at her. He didn&#8217;t need to. He pulled the exposed fuel coupling loose. The generator screamed before dying. Then the others followed &#8212; protective cycle engaged. Darkness swallowed the camp. Not total. Just enough. Shouts erupted. Boots pounded toward the power source. Shelly moved.</p><p>&#8220;Left side,&#8221; she whispered to Elias as he returned. &#8220;Support from the elbow.&#8221;</p><p>Charlie was first. Always move the heaviest stability risk first. She cut the remaining restraints with a shard of metal she&#8217;d pocketed earlier. Elias slipped under Charlie&#8217;s right arm exactly as instructed.</p><p>&#8220;Hip,&#8221; she reminded him. They absorbed Charlie&#8217;s weight together. No jerking. No dragging. The path had to be clear. Shelly had memorized the camp&#8217;s layout during her forced walk to the latrine. Imaging tent to supply corridor. Supply corridor to perimeter gap where the fencing had been poorly anchored in soft ground. She guided them there, step by careful step.</p><p>Behind them, Kendra tried to stand too quickly and stumbled. Elias shifted instinctively to help.</p><p>&#8220;No,&#8221; Shelly snapped. &#8220;We move in sequence.&#8221; The pirates were shouting now, trying to reboot. She doubled back, heart hammering, and positioned herself behind Kendra.</p><p>&#8220;Lean,&#8221; she said. Kendra did. Shelly bore the weight across her own hips, just like in training.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png" width="1024" height="1536" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/f4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:1536,&quot;width&quot;:1024,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:2314088,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/i/190111435?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!OFo7!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff4af98d7-86f2-4670-add5-8d0d50c4d6d3_1024x1536.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p></p><p>&#8220;Why are you so calm?&#8221; Elias hissed as they reached the fence line.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;m not,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;I&#8217;m loading.&#8221;He almost laughed &#8212; breathless, incredulous &#8212; but  swallowed it. They widened the loose anchor point enough to guide the elders through one by one.</p><p>The pirate camp lights flickered erratically behind them; the generators were unstable from the overload. They would regroup quickly. Off-grid operators survived by redundancy.</p><p>&#8220;We don&#8217;t make it far on foot,&#8221; Elias said quietly.</p><p>Shelly was already looking past him.</p><p>Beyond the ravine sat a secondary transport unit &#8212; not the large bus she&#8217;d piloted that morning, but a medical response shuttle. Compact. Armored plating. Narrow chassis. It had likely been brought to move harvested subjects discreetly. Ambulance style.Her pulse sharpened.</p><p>&#8220;That,&#8221; she said.</p><p>Elias followed her gaze. &#8220;You can fly it?&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I can load it.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;That wasn&#8217;t the question.&#8221; She met his eyes.</p><p>&#8220;Same control architecture. Same docking spine. Smaller stabilization field. It&#8217;ll respond.&#8221;</p><p>The elders were trembling now &#8212; adrenaline crash, cold, shock.</p><p>&#8220;We move again,&#8221; Shelly said gently, kneeling in front of Charlie. &#8220;This time we load.&#8221;</p><p>There was relief in the word. Load meant order. Load meant structure. The shuttle hatch was locked but not biometrically keyed &#8212; pirates avoided permanent ties to identity. Elias forced the mechanical latch with a salvaged pry tool from the ravine. The door hissed open.</p><p>The interior smelled sterile and metallic. Four wall restraints. Two XO anchor points. One collapsible gurney dock.</p><p>Shelly exhaled.</p><p>&#8220;Okay,&#8221; she whispered to herself. &#8220;Chairs first. Then XOs. Then freestanders.&#8221;</p><p>Elias watched her shift. They had managed to load Charlie and his chair, but had carried both. It wasn&#8217;t practical to try and get him loaded with it. Too many adjustments last minute. XOs first then.  Her fear didn&#8217;t disappear. It refined.</p><p>&#8220;Kendra,&#8221; Shelly said, stepping inside. &#8220;You&#8217;re next&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;Of course I am,&#8221; Kendra murmured with faint dignity.</p><p>Shelly lowered the stabilizing ramp manually. It groaned but held. She positioned Kendra&#8217;s disabled XO onto the anchor plate.</p><p>&#8220;Side clamps,&#8221; she narrated under her breath. &#8220;Lock rear axle. Secure torso harness. Bottom brace.&#8221;</p><p>Her fingers moved automatically. Muscle memory over panic.</p><p>Elias stood just behind her shoulder.</p><p>&#8220;You do that every time?&#8221; he asked softly.</p><p>&#8220;Every time,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;They deserve to know what&#8217;s happening to them.&#8221;</p><p>The clamp clicked into place.</p><p>One secure.</p><p>Next was Charlie.</p><p>Charlie could not manage the upright restraints. His tremor had worsened. His skin had gone almost translucent in the moonlight.</p><p>&#8220;We&#8217;re using the gurney,&#8221; Shelly said.</p><p>She unfolded it, testing the hinges. Smooth. Hydraulic assist functional.</p><p>&#8220;Charlie,&#8221; she knelt beside him. &#8220;We&#8217;re going to pivot you onto this. I need you to trust the shift.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;I trusted worse,&#8221; he muttered.</p><p>She smiled faintly.</p><p>&#8220;Elbow support,&#8221; she said to Elias. &#8220;You take his right. I take his left. Lift from the hip.&#8221; They counted silently. One. Two. Three. Charlie&#8217;s weight sagged unexpectedly halfway through the transfer. His breath hitched. Elias tightened instinctively.</p><p>&#8220;Not the shoulder,&#8221; Shelly snapped softly. He adjusted immediately, sliding his support lower. They eased Charlie onto the gurney. Shelly strapped the chest restraint first, then the pelvic brace, then secured the leg supports so the tremor wouldn&#8217;t destabilize him during flight.</p><p>&#8220;Side rails up,&#8221; she murmured. &#8220;Neck brace&#8230; no. He hates it.&#8221; Charlie gave the smallest grunt of approval. Two secure. The freestanders were hardest. Shock made them stubborn and unstable. One insisted he could stand without assistance.</p><p>&#8220;You can,&#8221; Shelly told him evenly. &#8220;But you don&#8217;t need to.&#8221; She positioned herself slightly in front of him this time, letting him grip her forearm.</p><p>&#8220;On my pace,&#8221; she said. He matched it. Inside the shuttle, she guided him into a wall harness and secured the diagonal restraint across his torso. Three. Four. Five.</p><p>Elias closed the hatch manually while Shelly did a final visual sweep. No loose limbs. No unsecured straps. No exposed skin against metal.</p><p>Only when everyone was stabilized did she slide into the pilot seat.</p><p>It was different from her bus &#8212; tighter interface collar, dual manual override sticks instead of a yoke. But the layout was familiar. Artificial horizon. Stabilization thrusters. Fuel gauge reading three-quarters full.</p><p>&#8220;What&#8217;s the docking protocol?&#8221; Elias asked, standing behind her.</p><p>&#8220;We&#8217;re not docking,&#8221; she said. &#8220;We&#8217;re disappearing.&#8221;He let out a breath that almost sounded like a laugh. She powered the shuttle on. The systems flickered &#8212; pirates had wiped identification but not core mechanics. The startup sequence rolled across the console. Her hands shook once. Just once. Elias saw it. He stepped closer but didn&#8217;t touch her.</p><p>&#8220;You&#8217;ve got it,&#8221; he said quietly. She swallowed.</p><p>&#8220;I&#8217;ve loaded seventy-three transports,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;I&#8217;ve never stolen one.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;First time for everything.&#8221;</p><p>She glanced back at the elders. Charlie was watching her. Kendra gave her the faintest nod. Uncle Sam&#8217;s voice rose in her memory: Make the hours worth something. Shelly engaged manual lift. The shuttle groaned, then rose. Shouts erupted in the distance. The pirate camp lights snapped toward their position.</p><p>&#8220;Thrusters at thirty percent,&#8221; Elias warned.</p><p>&#8220;I know,&#8221; she said calmly. &#8220;Too much torque and Charlie&#8217;s spine compresses.&#8221;</p><p>She adjusted. The shuttle cleared the ravine edge and lifted into low altitude. No grid signature. No beacon. Off-record. Shelly&#8217;s breathing synced with the engine vibration.</p><p>Behind her, one of the freestanders began to cry &#8212; not loudly, just a thin, scared sound. Shelly spoke without turning.</p><p>&#8220;Altitude steady. Minimal turbulence. We&#8217;re secure.&#8221;</p><p>She didn&#8217;t know if she was reassuring them or herself. Elias leaned against the side panel, bracing as they banked west.</p><p>&#8220;When I was ten,&#8221; he said finally, &#8220;my grandmother used to sit in the sun until her skin went almost copper. She refused infusion. Said she wanted to look like she&#8217;d lived.&#8221; He glanced toward Charlie. &#8220;I used to think she was stubborn.&#8221;</p><p>&#8220;And now?&#8221; Shelly asked.</p><p>&#8220;Now I think she was brave.&#8221;</p><p>The shuttle broke through low cloud cover.Below them, the pirate camp shrank into insignificance. Shelly felt it then &#8212; not adrenaline. Clarity.</p><p>&#8220;You don&#8217;t have to freeze at thirty-five,&#8221; she said softly.</p><p>He met her eyes in the dim glow of the console.</p><p>&#8220;And you don&#8217;t have to decide at twenty-four,&#8221; he replied.</p><p>The engine steadied. Five elders strapped in. Charlie secured on the gurney.</p><p>One stolen shuttle. Two people who hadn&#8217;t chosen yet whether to slow time. Shelly tightened her grip on the controls. This was different from her bus. But it was still transport. And transport, she knew how to do.</p><p>The shuttle cut west without a beacon, without a name, without a destination logged anywhere but in Shelly&#8217;s chest. The console lights washed her hands in pale blue, and for the first time since the EMP pulse, they were steady. Her biometer was securely in the green.</p><p>If she could get back to Corridor 7 she could find a quick dock and alert the authorities although they would be tracking her as soon as she entered the stream.</p><p>Behind her, six elders breathed &#8212; uneven, fragile, alive. Charlie&#8217;s tremor had softened against the gurney restraints. Kendra&#8217;s XO lay secured but unnecessary; she sat upright on her own power.</p><p>Elias stood just behind Shelly&#8217;s shoulder, not touching her, but close enough that she could feel the warmth of a man who had not yet chosen to freeze himself in time.</p><p>Below them, the inner grid kept its rhythm&#8212;clean corridors of light, regulated traffic lanes, towers lit in permanent twilight so no one ever looked tired. Up there, time was managed. Preserved. Contained. Inside the stolen ambulance-ship, nothing felt preserved.</p><p>Every vibration traveled through the hull and into bone. Every adjustment in altitude had consequence. Charlie&#8217;s gurney straps creaked softly with each correction. One of the freestanders let out a thin, exhausted breath. Kendra&#8217;s XO hummed at an uneven pitch where it had been damaged.</p><p>Shelly watched the torque gauge.She eased the thrusters back two degrees so Charlie&#8217;s spine wouldn&#8217;t take unnecessary compression. She corrected their lateral drift to keep turbulence minimal. She kept the cabin temperature steady so their skin wouldn&#8217;t dry and split further. Behind her, six elders breathed. That was the mission. Not rebellion. Not reclamation. Not destiny. Home.</p><p>Shelly adjusted their heading toward the coordinates she knew would be safest for fragile bodies moving through unstable air. She hadn&#8217;t stolen anything. She was transporting. And she would get them there intact.</p><p>Behind her she could hear Elias moving carefully through the narrow aisle of the transport cabin, checking the elders one by one. His movements were gentle but efficient&#8212;straps tightened, blankets adjusted, oxygen flow verified. Every now and then he spoke quietly to one of them, the low murmur of his voice steadying the small anxieties that tended to rise when the air currents shifted.</p><p>Shelly kept her eyes on the flight path. The sky beyond the windshield had finally settled into a calmer band of atmosphere, the turbulence easing as they moved deeper into the corridor she had selected. The transport vehicle responded smoothly now, its stabilizers humming in a quiet rhythm that matched the steady rise and fall of her own breathing.</p><p>Her biometer glowed the calm, reassuring green that meant everything inside her body was behaving exactly as it should&#8212;pulse steady, cortisol levels moderated, respiration controlled. No alerts. No warnings. No subtle vibration reminding her to recalibrate. She had done it.</p><p>For once the anxiety that so often lived just beneath the surface had stayed quiet. The breathing exercises had worked, her focus had held, and the band around her wrist had nothing to complain about.</p><p>Behind her Elias paused near the rear of the cabin. &#8220;Vitals are stable,&#8221; he said softly. &#8220;All of them.&#8221;</p><p>Shelly allowed herself the smallest exhale of relief. The elders were safe. The transport was stable. And her biometer remained a calm, unwavering green. From the outside, everything about the moment would have looked exactly the way the system liked it: orderly, efficient, emotionally regulated. Shelly sat quietly at the controls, guiding the transport through the thinning air.</p><p>But somewhere inside her chest, beneath the steady breathing and disciplined calm she had practiced for years, something else stirred&#8212;something small and restless that the biometer couldn&#8217;t quite measure. Not yet.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[About The Pulse Between Us]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Dystopian Romance by Lisa Djahed]]></description><link>https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/about-the-pulse-between-us</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://lisainparadise.substack.com/p/about-the-pulse-between-us</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Lisa Djahed]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 06 Mar 2026 14:56:41 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!2h9k!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb4f76a49-15fd-4fd3-a9f3-dcc44c49acd4_1024x1536.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Shelly has spent her life learning how to stay calm. Her biometer tracks every rise in pulse, every surge of feeling, forcing her body back into compliance. Green means safe.  Green means stable.  Green means obedient.</p><p>But Elias&#8217;s <strong>infusion deadline is coming. </strong>Once infused, not only will his aging slow dramatically, but his emotions will be regulated forever. His future decided. His attachments assigned.</p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://lisainparadise.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">Lisainparadise is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div><p>Including the one that will separate him from Shelly.</p><p>Then Shelly discovers <strong>Purity</strong>&#8212;a hidden community living entirely beyond the system, where biometrics aren&#8217;t tracked, emotions aren&#8217;t controlled, and love isn&#8217;t assigned.</p><p>Now Elias must choose. Safety or freedom. The system&#8230; or the girl who makes his heart race. Because once infusion begins, there is no going back.</p><p>And the pulse between them might be the one signal the system can&#8217;t silence.</p><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!2h9k!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb4f76a49-15fd-4fd3-a9f3-dcc44c49acd4_1024x1536.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!2h9k!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fb4f76a49-15fd-4fd3-a9f3-dcc44c49acd4_1024x1536.png 424w, 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